she counts the days
slowly turning to weeks
the weeks to months
she dreams endlessly
of one day feeling his embrace
the love she craved
acceptance she needed
she is his daughter
yet you would never know
he has never been anything
a name written on a line
the day she was born
Now a girl of twenty
she waits day after day
praying for the phone to ring
longing to hear his voice
the moment never comes
she is his daughter
slowly being ripped apart
by confusion, fighting anger
trying to forget his words
searching for reasons to hate him
in attempt to mask the pain
to hide the feelings of abandonment
yet everyone knows the truth
she could never hate him
she is his daughter

that made me cry ..

Good Morn.S~P.I am deeply sorry to hear this.It is extremely saddening,and I must say that U should should be highly commended for U have not forsaken who U are & turn towards hatred & total unacceptance.However with that being said I also find it extremely perplexing for this mentality is so diff.to comprehend.I'll never understand how a Father could abandon his children.I have 3 precious angels,Jessica,Crystal and Loran & they are my whole world.Always have been/Always will be.Period.Once again I'm very sorry & if U ever want 2 shoot me an e-mail or friend addy,please feel free 2 K.
((((((bear~hugs)))))

It is truly a shame if a parent has no contact with thier children. To love them would be an honor not a duty, it is something I have longed for these past decades.



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Sad and beautiful...