Don't get me wrong. We usually get along pretty good. She got her life, I got mine. But like I said, I just don't have the money and she knows it. Hell, I told her to get married!!! LOL




But it did piss me off.

Why would anyone NOT wanna keep in touch with thier children, I never understood that, but you hear so much about it.

I would kill for my girls!!! That is one thing we don't have a problem with. I see them whenever I want. No questions asked. She went through a thing 1 time about calling first, years ago. But those girls are MINE too!!!

Lot's of things I want to ***** or wine, complaite at or just say what's on my mind.

Wow .. this list is endless.

Can't always pay my bills on time but who can't.

Work some where for 4 years and still can't move up and hate it but at least I am working.

Try talking to women or girls whichever online but no replys lol, kinda crazy I'm shy but tent to be less shy online wow who would have guessed.

I guess the biggest thing I hate is trying to pick a work at home business that I would like to do and isn't a scam either, I want and need some extar income, so I've been looking and looking for the lass pass few months and or more. But then I need the money to start one wow.. I have bills and now I'm supposed to come up with money to start something to earn more money, this is crazy but oh well.

I used to have a girl friend well I wouldn't call her a girl friend.. not sure what you would call her if you only go out for not even a day or two and make out just kissin and noting happens then break up because she a ***** and won't listen to the truth and all, makes me sick to think she had the nervous a week or more later to find my AIM out and hit me up online and ask if I still liked her or had feelings for her, I'd like to be honest to everybody so I said yes some what and then she stop talking and left, wow I wished I never knew her but oh well.

Another time I did in fact ask a girl out who worked where I still work but doesn't work there any more, any how I asked her out she told me yeah and then when I forgot cause I got to hyped up about it to get her number, went back a day or two later to get and all I got is the run around a few weeks or month later she quit.

Maybe I'm just having bad luck. But that was my official first time asking a girl out then. The other one before that happened to ask me out and she also happened to be one of my sister friends.

Damn

Life is just crazy and full of up's and down's.

Just like I had a friend online and still do or am this person friend, we talked all the time about fighting online when a wrestling game would go online then we finally got that chance a month or more goes by this person internet went crazy and never got to many more chances to do so again. Crazy I still want to fight online, now instead I'm stuck fighting people I don't care to fight but it's still fun over all, just better fighting friends etc.

Thanks for making this topic by the way.

That's great, my daughter Chose to live with me when I came back home, I am very happy, she helps with the loneliness, at the subject at hand, when-ever I get a date my ex will always somehow find out and start asking questions, I just tell her nunnya!

He did...when he felt like it...That's it!!!!!!!

I could never count on him picking them up when he was suppose to from one visitation to the next from the time they were 2...I even had to call the daycare and see if they had been picked up by him and 9/10 they hadn't been!!!!!!!

He thought he could control me and hurt me by using the kids that's how sick he was...The only ones he hurt were them and today they are 15 and the relationship with their father now reflects the effort he put into it when they were little...They made up their own minds!!!!!!

Damn Johncenawlife316,

I feel better already!!!!

Tips for extra money at home:

ebay & different sales networks. There are free ad places all over the internet.

I used to and still do utilize these sites to sell stuff and make extra money. Also I used to cut grass for a rental company.

Native, It would take a whole lot for me to not see my girls when ever I want. But then again, I feel like I'm a good dad. I love my girls more than anything else on this world. They are my #1!!!!

Yes you are a good dad...That's the difference...The only one that ever mattered to my ex was him...Hence the reason we have been div for 13 years!!!!!!!!

I think I've been accused for that also Native.

I would welcome my kids' dads into their lives with open arms... I really would... but I get no support from them or their families... and I was married to each of them. The first guy cheated with a 16 year old... the 2nd walked out and took everything- car, cash, anything of value and vanished...


I've had to rebuild life from nothing...

So it makes me mad... SO MAD when these people gripe about money....

I hate those prerecorded voices that call wanting me to buy life insurance and Depends for my monkey. They're almost as much fun as Hari Krishnas.