Our love has faded out
i skated out
before my hate made it out
i played it out
without, breaking down
cause your dating now
I'm contemplating now
the way i allowed
our love, to be tainted by doubt
I took your heart, and ripped it out
threw it on the ground
and kicked it around
Ironically, I'm missing you now
reminiscing bout how
we were in the kitchen kissing
then you started Bit<hin bout how
I used to listen and the spark is missing now
never used to be too proud
to say i love you out loud
regardless if in a crowd
or all alone
as a reminder in a text
or for no reason, on the phone
but, now i don't
not cause i can't, and its not that i won't
I just don't
the words won't
escape my throat
but the hurt and hate, seem to flow
i hate to see ya go
and i replay the day ya chose
If i knew, the things i know
i would have taken it slow
paved us a road
beaten a path
to meet in the past
anything, to be making it last
but, our past has passed
our love is trashed
and smashed
beyond repair
ya see there?
part of me cares
yet, part of me's scared
without the heart that we shared
we parted our pair
started despair
started not caring whats fair
tempers starting to flare
never sparing your heartless glare of a stare
there's hate in your eyes
your dating new guys
saying you wish that I'd die
and I, wish you were right
cause i miss you tonight
and i wish you was right
here with me tonight
so i could do right
I miss the kisses goodnight
but, I
don't miss when dishes would fly
or taking a fist to the eye
wishing that I
could have kissed you goodbye
wishing that I
could make it all right
wish i could try
to give us new life
and make you my wife
wishing my wishes for bliss and bits of light
were in sight
i wish they would work
wishing my words
weren't constantly slurred
cause I constantly hurt
used to wear my heart
on the sleeve of my shirt
recently buried
the remaining pieces in dirt
I'm not really complaining
but, this ordeal has been draining for sure
and I loathe memories, pertaining to her

Really, great, truly.

Very touching!

Your writes are fantastic...Don't ever stop...

Thanks for all the encouragement. I mean that to everyone who has said something positive. I sincerely appreciate it. sometimes my words are all i have, and I'm just glad they make sense to someone else besides myself. thanks again.

Real sad Joe
sorry you feel bad
and that you both got mad
you ended your love
just because
life has a way
of taking it away
making us sad
things we don't mean
all the crap inbetween
stuff we can't see
coming
remember the dance
you'll get a another chance
for a new romance


Brought tears to my eyes Joe. It's really so hard to stop the ball from rolling. All to frequently and sadly, we learn by our mistakes.
Beautiful writing. I love the motion of it