Topic: Artificial pacification, through indignation
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Mon 12/06/10 03:02 AM
Edited by iam4u on Mon 12/06/10 03:04 AM
Go ahead, abuse me, amuse me, just freakin use me.

Knock me down, push me around,
They'll still bury me six feet under ground.

Control my heart, pretend I'm your shopping cart,

build me a world, that you know will fall apart.

Life and living it, shouldn't be all about bull s`h`i`t.

Nights should have lights, and days without haze.

Real should be as clear, as a broken hearted tear.

At what cost does a guy get tossed.

Go ahead, abuse me, use me, just freak-in use me.

You can't really care, you wouldn't even dare.

I was just your muse, to play with and abuse.

Thanks for all that Glory, thanks for all that Grace.

Thank you for that look of love, so powerful upon your face.

Thank you for never believing, and for all the deceiving.

God has me in his arms, for HE sounded all the alarms.

Truth and Real was the deal, not my heart for you to kill!

These are just all words from one's mind.

And to be very real, there all, to damn kind.

I know it's all me, it's all in my head,

Thats why I'm the one who wishes he was dead.

And thats your reasoning now, for you to take your bow.

You held my heart in your hand, waving that invisible golden band.

And with each smile, you grasped it tighter, and tighter for awhile.

Squeezing one more drop of love from my sacred core.

Even after you had all you needed, you still demanded more.

All like a Great Theatrical Play,

knowing you never wanted or intended me to stay.

This was a very sick game, all for your glory and shame.

Only to make me feel every ounce of your loving hurtful pain.

I truly don't think you even have a reason why.

Its just that demon in you that wants to make any man cry.

How can hate, run so deep, making so much love, feel so damn cheap.









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Mon 12/06/10 05:10 AM
waving dang Terry.. hon you ok??? sounds like someone rippin yer heart out again ~~
thats why i like my pony.
she greets me when i walk in.. she she greets me when she sees me.. she never offers to kick or bite me... or hurt me.
try a horse next time hon???? i have one you can come hug:heart: lainie

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Mon 12/06/10 06:54 AM
that is nice .. good poem man keep it up!!!

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Mon 12/06/10 10:49 AM

waving dang Terry.. hon you ok??? sounds like someone rippin yer heart out again ~~
thats why i like my pony.
she greets me when i walk in.. she she greets me when she sees me.. she never offers to kick or bite me... or hurt me.
try a horse next time hon???? i have one you can come hug:heart: lainie
Thanks Bay,,but who said someone broke my heart?

This is all a figment of my imagination and the execution and ability to draft out words to explore for strictly entertaining
the minds of the readers here....WHY? DID YOU THINK SOMETHING ELSE??

PLEASE,,,how could ANYONE ever hurt ME?????
Or me hurt THEM,,,after all LIFE is but just a game here and in all it's living out,,RIGHT?lol.lol.

I am just a damn good writer of feelings I have never had to use, wink,..Thats all!! ! REALLY,,TRUST ME!frustrated

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Mon 12/06/10 10:51 AM
flowerforyou yes TERRY you are an awesome writter n shower of many feelings... waving

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Mon 12/06/10 11:06 AM
Thanks but to be REAL, life is expressed BEST, when life feels it's worst!

So, happy words come out fine, but the sentiment of pain within a person opens doors to many more hearts, as we have all felt more hurt inside, verse's the good times...wink.

I just type words,,,,,and feelings just happen...

My next write will be all about the explorations of human touch through examining the pleasures of our hands,and fingers...
But THAT may be banned.....lol.

Have a good day Bay, and thanks for the reply....and one day I MIGHT JUST GET ME A PET,,but a pony wouldn't fit in my truck with me,,wink,lol

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Sun 12/19/10 11:34 PM
drinker Life is that BEER you never get to taste!!!!drinker