It took me a while but i finally see
everything you ever tried doing for me
and how all the lies were just protecting me
from who you really were, and what you wanted to be
and i know now how you tried changing for me
you got off the pills and was getting clean
it was hard for you, but harder for me
don't you see, you weren't the man you lead on to be
and you expected me just to go on and let it be
i guess i had no choice, you never let me have my own voice
but i let it all go
cause' it was much more than my heart could hold
looking back i can't believe
that was just the beginning of our deceit
but i can't lie, i had things too i was trying to hide
we both were blinded to our own compromises, and we were selfish
took advantage to get self satisfaction, it's hard to manage
there's nothing left to do but deal with all the damage
i don't know if we'll ever get better
or if this self destruction will go on forever
I'll always remember the part of my heart that you severed
i want to know it will all be okay
but your in Indiana and im here to stay
and in 2 months we'll have Kylie Rey
she's going to be beautiful like me is what you always say
i feel like you have abandoned me
took your responsibilities and put them all on me
all you do is complain, tell me how hard it is for you in the city
you never once said that you missed me
with each day your calls just keep fading away
i was a fool, i should have never gave back into you
it's what i always do, im so confused
im just too afraid to hurt you
i wish it was easy for me like it is for you
to pretend i don't care, and go off to school
i need someone to tell me what to do
this anger will cease eventually
and it will just be Kylie and me without you
and when that day comes, the only fool here will be you

very nice, well said