with the firmament that makes the body
with the water to build the soul
with the fire to concentrate passion
with the air to stabilize and control

in a union of the universe melded together.
lets show our love last forever.
the bad times we will weather.

i know you make mistakes and so do i
we have been intimate laughed and cried
and now we have days that are no diffrent than the ocean tides.

the thought of losing you makes me shudder
memories of the altar and the words we uttered.
in the end i thought we had everything covered.

this is what makes me and everyone else human.

To be Human is not ALWAYS the BEST WE CAN BE, to be just simply breathing is for the most, a sad display of desire....

Your words hold heart and many have felt their dreams crumble to that soil beneath their feet......

your right i wrote this in a state of disarray
although it was supposed to represent teh feeling i had towards the mother of my 9 yr old daughter whom i loved and trusted but she betrayed me in ways i cant even begin to express here.

ultimately its my descision as to what i do with my own life she went her way i have chosen mine. its the pain though of knowing my daughter is standing in the aftermath of all this.