Oh to have the love of a child
Something i yearn for yet i'm afraid i will never have
A sweet child the sweetest gift given from god
To create a life and feel him/her growing inside me
To feel the first movements of life and see my first sonogram
To feel the joy of welcoming my own flesh and blood
Holding my newborn child and nuturing them , teaching them
Never will i have babys first steps, first tooth,first word
No first day of Kindergarden,highschool,college
No proud mother on my childs wedding day
no grandchildren to love and spoil
This i fear i will never have my greatest fear
I will be alone

{{{Lila}}}}}

thank you all for reading

i feel the same way
I'm just a guy who wants his family

((((((((Lila))))))))))))))