Uriel

Brother, I have lost your love
The hole that you left within me is overpowering
Every piece of myself that I managed to save
I remember the poems I wrote you
I remember the games that we played
I regret all the times that I hurt you
I so badly need to be saved
Brother, closest of all 8 of us
What pains me the most is I have lost your trust
I'm not trying to leave, at least not alone
I'm trying to save some, to bring them back home
I know you have the task of keeping me here
I know you would kill me to stop my ascent
I love you more than I could ever have said
I love your brown hair that you keep dying red
I love your deep eyes, the compassion is real
I love your deep mind, and I'm trying to feel
I love you no matter whoever you're with
I love you with each of my every breath
I'd give up the crap, I'd give up my faith
I'd even stop trying to escape this doomed place
Uriel, I ****ing need you
Please, please, just talk to me
Uriel, I love you
Please, please, I need you to see
Uriel, why can't you
Please, please....
Forgive me
FORGIVE ME
FORGIVE ME