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Topic: The Trick Bag
MzEm's photo
Mon 03/08/10 08:08 PM
The Trick Bag
M.E. Martin



I fell for it, again, I put my heart in your hands once more
And for the second time you took it and you played with it
How can I trust anyone else when I trusted you, you who said he would take
Care of my heart like you promised but like every word you speak this was a lie

So here I am stupified as I see you go along your merry way
With someone else someone whom I thought would be me
And I curse myself for taking that chance one more time
For allowing you even a single chance to hurt me again

What is wrong with me that I can still love someone
Who loves me only sometimes only wants me sometimes
When he can’t find anyone who wants him then
He comes running to back to me because he knows I love him

So what is wrong with me that I can still loves someone
Who can’t or won’t love me they way I need to be loved
This is the first time I have asked this question
Now I guess the answer is up to me

I will love me the way I want to be loved
I will stop asking for what is impossible for you to give
I will realize that loving me starts with me and ends with me
I will stop taking that phone call I will stop waiting for that phone call

I can’t live in the trick bag forever, I have step out and look
Around but mostly look at mtself and ask why I keep letting you in
I will find the answers inside me, inside my soul I will find me
So please know, there will be no more tears raining from my heart

I will let you go and I wish you the very best
I will pray that you find someone you can love to your fullest
I will send you back to her and pray you find peace
I will love you always but I will love me more

Peace…..

kc0003's photo
Mon 03/08/10 08:46 PM
we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou

MzEm's photo
Mon 03/08/10 09:35 PM

we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....

kc0003's photo
Mon 03/08/10 09:49 PM


we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific

MzEm's photo
Mon 03/08/10 09:53 PM



we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific


LOL well that has been a thought when plans don't work out like you hoped. Or maybe send them to the remote island...

kc0003's photo
Mon 03/08/10 10:04 PM




we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific


LOL well that has been a thought when plans don't work out like you hoped. Or maybe send them to the remote island...






what? and miss out on a perfectly good excuse for a vacation? no way!

no photo
Mon 03/08/10 11:46 PM
Love----------THAT WORD!!!

We all see it with such amazing wonder and meanings.

Yet what is LOVE,,really?

Nothing but a bond between two friends who feel the same towards each other, and wish to always be with the other!
THATS LOVE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

One can break-it down to MANY other things,,,BUT

IF a couple HAS THAT,,,,,,THEY WILL BE IN LOVE....
And way to many people sweat the little things,,,
ME,,,,,,just looking for my best female friend.


But THIS IS A VERY COOL WRITE!!!!!And so true to how many have been
touched by some bad friends,,,winkflowerforyou :heart: :wink:

no photo
Mon 03/08/10 11:49 PM
MzEm...You rock always...flowerforyou

MzEm's photo
Tue 03/09/10 06:54 AM

Love----------THAT WORD!!!

We all see it with such amazing wonder and meanings.

Yet what is LOVE,,really?

Nothing but a bond between two friends who feel the same towards each other, and wish to always be with the other!
THATS LOVE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

One can break-it down to MANY other things,,,BUT

IF a couple HAS THAT,,,,,,THEY WILL BE IN LOVE....
And way to many people sweat the little things,,,
ME,,,,,,just looking for my best female friend.


But THIS IS A VERY COOL WRITE!!!!!And so true to how many have been
touched by some bad friends,,,winkflowerforyou :heart: :wink:


Thanks Iam4u--yeah that one best friend that loves you even when you have cold and haven't brushed your hair in a couple of days LOL

MzEm's photo
Tue 03/09/10 06:55 AM

MzEm...You rock always...flowerforyou


Thanks Ainjel, I alwayls like to hear from you...

Ladylid2012's photo
Tue 03/09/10 06:56 AM
flowerforyou :heart:

MzEm's photo
Tue 03/09/10 06:56 AM





we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific


LOL well that has been a thought when plans don't work out like you hoped. Or maybe send them to the remote island...






what? and miss out on a perfectly good excuse for a vacation? no way!


Hmmmm you have a point there K...*MzEm rearranging thought process*

nvkikigirl's photo
Tue 03/09/10 11:59 PM

The Trick Bag
M.E. Martin



I fell for it, again, I put my heart in your hands once more
And for the second time you took it and you played with it
How can I trust anyone else when I trusted you, you who said he would take
Care of my heart like you promised but like every word you speak this was a lie

So here I am stupified as I see you go along your merry way
With someone else someone whom I thought would be me
And I curse myself for taking that chance one more time
For allowing you even a single chance to hurt me again

What is wrong with me that I can still love someone
Who loves me only sometimes only wants me sometimes
When he can’t find anyone who wants him then
He comes running to back to me because he knows I love him

So what is wrong with me that I can still loves someone
Who can’t or won’t love me they way I need to be loved
This is the first time I have asked this question
Now I guess the answer is up to me

I will love me the way I want to be loved
I will stop asking for what is impossible for you to give
I will realize that loving me starts with me and ends with me
I will stop taking that phone call I will stop waiting for that phone call

I can’t live in the trick bag forever, I have step out and look
Around but mostly look at mtself and ask why I keep letting you in
I will find the answers inside me, inside my soul I will find me
So please know, there will be no more tears raining from my heart

I will let you go and I wish you the very best
I will pray that you find someone you can love to your fullest
I will send you back to her and pray you find peace
I will love you always but I will love me more

Peace…..



I absolutely love this!!!! "tears raining from my heart"---perfect!!!

drinker drinker drinker

MsTeddyBear2u's photo
Wed 03/10/10 08:59 AM
drinker flowerforyou drinker
:heart: Good to see you again Em

MzEm's photo
Wed 03/10/10 03:05 PM


The Trick Bag
M.E. Martin



I fell for it, again, I put my heart in your hands once more
And for the second time you took it and you played with it
How can I trust anyone else when I trusted you, you who said he would take
Care of my heart like you promised but like every word you speak this was a lie

So here I am stupified as I see you go along your merry way
With someone else someone whom I thought would be me
And I curse myself for taking that chance one more time
For allowing you even a single chance to hurt me again

What is wrong with me that I can still love someone
Who loves me only sometimes only wants me sometimes
When he can’t find anyone who wants him then
He comes running to back to me because he knows I love him

So what is wrong with me that I can still loves someone
Who can’t or won’t love me they way I need to be loved
This is the first time I have asked this question
Now I guess the answer is up to me

I will love me the way I want to be loved
I will stop asking for what is impossible for you to give
I will realize that loving me starts with me and ends with me
I will stop taking that phone call I will stop waiting for that phone call

I can’t live in the trick bag forever, I have step out and look
Around but mostly look at mtself and ask why I keep letting you in
I will find the answers inside me, inside my soul I will find me
So please know, there will be no more tears raining from my heart

I will let you go and I wish you the very best
I will pray that you find someone you can love to your fullest
I will send you back to her and pray you find peace
I will love you always but I will love me more

Peace…..



I absolutely love this!!!! "tears raining from my heart"---perfect!!!

drinker drinker drinker

Thank you KiKi...

MzEm's photo
Wed 03/10/10 03:05 PM

drinker flowerforyou drinker
:heart: Good to see you again Em


Good to be back MsTeddy....

no photo
Thu 03/11/10 08:38 AM
:smile: flowerforyou

MzEm's photo
Fri 03/12/10 12:09 PM

:smile: flowerforyou


Thanks Cy....

no photo
Fri 03/12/10 04:00 PM
Very nice-this deeply touched me. I have lived this over and over with the same man. Sending hugs your way-great to read your work again.flowerforyou flowerforyou

mig25's photo
Sat 03/13/10 02:17 PM
This was really nice

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