It's not a time to feel so lost
Presents I can't buy, too much they cost.
So here I sit, by myself so alone
Just thinking about having a happy home...

Who could want a woman whos gotten so old
One who has no desire to live all alone....
If you are free to care and are kind
Look me up... please call me sometime.

I need a partner whos honest and true
These are the qualities that I need in you.
I too have honesty, I'm faithful and fair
And all I ever wanted, was a man... to care.

To really have feelings for one such as me,
You've got to be honest, and be open you see...
I can cook and clean and I'm loving it's true
If you're good to me, I promise to be good to you.

I miss having someone to love and to share
I desperately want to have someone there...
Someone to spend each night and all day
This is my wish... for this I do pray.

Until I meet someone whos free to give
Free to be with me, and free with to live,
With me for as long as we both walk this earth
Steadfast and true... there's something I'm worth...

Yet, all of my life, I've felt so alone
Until I met someone, but he already has a home.
A home with a family, that I'm not part of...
Will there ever be someone free, for me to love??

I try not to whimper and try not to whine,
But still, I seem to do it all of the time.
As time is rushing past me and I am still alone,
Is this how I was meant to live, by myself in my home?

Keep the faith, he's out there.

Thank you, you're kind...
Hugzzzz

I've heard statistically that a woman's greatest fear is to die...alone

I never believed such, I think her greatest fear is to live......

many times we think we are alone and in the physical sense we may be, but in reality we are never alone by fate, just by choice. There's someone for everyone, yet we can't see them because we go through life with eyes wide shut.....many times that person is so close we could touch them daily, but for fear of rejection, or just simply thinking one to brash to reach out first we miss the opportunity of a life time.....Here's hoping the sun shines upon you and fills your emptiness with substance...By the way, enjoyed the poem immensely, sometimes loneliness produces awesome muses, sadly....

Thank you kindly sir...

Trust me,,,YOUR not ALONE....
I wrote a piece very close to this about two years ago here,wink..
Its one thing to be alone,,,,its another thing to have THAT feeling hit you,,I AM ALONE,,,,, and truly,,,,I still feel,,I might die alone,,,,and THAT JUST SUCKS....as if I do...well...my kids will ALWAYS be there at my bedside,,,BUT,,,not having a HER,,
to feel holding my hand,,,,long stares,,,,and my voice at that time to express my feelings to THEM,,,,thats the sad....
BUT,,,being me and real with life,,,,I would also be glad,,,that I wouldn't have a HER watching me die as part of her died with me,wink,,,,so we our,,,in GODs hands,,,to wait and see...
This was very tender and full of your heart...Nice work..