Topic: Bittersweet Dreams
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Sat 12/12/09 01:05 AM
Awake. Alone. Tossing and turning.
The words that you said to me keep my brain churning
the ill thoughts in my mind that keep the fire burning.
The sickness in me...some may find disturbing.

A little tear falls from my large glassy eyes.
I can’t even begin to tell you how much I cried
over you and those words that stung me so deep.
Is it my pain that truly enables you to sleep?

It’s over. Done. A nail ripped from the wall.
I’m thinking of a way to ensure that you fall.
Take you to a place where no one can hear you call.
Grab you by the hand, and dance at Death’s Ball.

I show up at the front, unseen and in the zone.
The thoughts in my mind are becoming well known.
My mind is now racing at a ridiculous speed
The hunt is on…your pain is what I need.

Approaching you slowly with heavy intentions,
I cover my tracks, removing all of your suspicions.
In a flash it begins, and you’re dragged across the floor
Screaming and shouting as you hold onto the door.

I pull harder now, releasing you from your grip.
The fun’s just beginning…there’s no reason to trip.
What’s this? Tears? Are you truly scared of me?
Unlike you, I have no more reasons to show sympathy.

I loved you. I trusted you. I gave you my heart.
It’s people like you that give maniacs their start.
Star light, star bright, first dream I crush tonight.
I wish I may, I wish I might, silence the screams you scream tonight.

Don’t look at me so cold. It didn’t have to be this way.
You said your piece earlier, and you demanded that I stay.
Well now it’s my turn. Do I have your full attention?
Or should I dive into the past and bring up words less mentioned?

Unlike you I have a heart, and because of you it’s breaking.
I run my finger along your neck to feel your body quivering.
I wish that you could feel this hurt; this unrelenting pain.
Thanks to your foul words, you just made me insane.

The thoughts and visions of your death dance around my mind.
But I won’t do anything to you…I don’t have that kind of time.
So let me tell you this, as I fade into the night;
Your actions will be your downfall. You better make things right.

You scream and kick the covers off, covered in a cold sweat
You grab your phone and call me, even while you wept.
I answer your call and you apologize for the things you said to me
You realize now that I am the one who was truly meant to be.

We say our goodbyes and hang up, falling back to our beds
Except this time it’s you who lays awake instead.
You see now that I’m precious. Someone you can’t live without.
My plan worked like a charm…my mind carries no doubts.

I can invade your dreams and make them nightmares true,
If you piss me off to the point where I want to frighten you.
I’ll be your best friend, or I can be your worst enemy.
Remember this night the next time you choose to disown me…

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Sat 12/12/09 01:09 AM
Wow, that is intense...loved it. flowerforyou

JuiceboxJJ3's photo
Sat 12/12/09 01:10 AM
Thank you so much! happy I am glad you enjoyed it!

Sharris's photo
Sat 12/12/09 08:35 AM
Intense, a battle

jimz's photo
Sat 12/12/09 09:25 AM
nice

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Sat 12/12/09 01:21 PM
"I loved you. I trusted you. I gave you my heart.
It’s people like you that give maniacs their start." bigsmile Great Line!

Great Write!

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Sat 12/12/09 04:47 PM
In reading,,,it great, in thoughts, what if she has no dreans?
To write is to but set free passions flow,,,sometimes, one must just let them-go...:wink: