from the thread "negative post"

i was jes bein stupid. that's it. i'm guilty of drunk texting. which is as bad if not worse at times than drunk dialing. because with drunk texting ur stupidity can be saved for posterity, unless when u call someone drunk dialing they have a machine to record it on. i didn't say anything i didn't mean, i didn't say anything that was mean, i jes said somethings that could have gone without saying until i had a better idea of how they might be received is all. that's what i did. i am a lovey drunk fool. i hardly EVER drink. i guess the whole thing with the death in the family... but whatever... nevermind. that's nothing that needs to be brought back up. hope this satisfies everyone's curiosity. if not ur welcome to message me in private. i think i've done enough airing out my stupid personal drama and business on the forum boards. unless u guys really live for my petty drama, i'd just as soon save the rest of the people on this forum the wasted time reading my petty BS.

my most sincere apologies for wasting as much space as i have.

well she hasn't expressed to me that she's freaked out, but it wouldn't surprise me if i did freak her out. i re-read what i txted last nite and i'm sittin there reading it thinking... man what a psycho... only with the realization that i'm the psycho who wrote those things. nothing stalkerish, nothing creepy, just real lovey-dovey type, i'd stop at nothing to make her happy type stuff. never went off and said anything quite as stupid as "ohmigawd i love you soooo much!" but, close enough... follow? it's almost implicit in the things i said. so i dunno. she did text me back, said i was very sweet, or somethin like that, and that she would talk to me tomorrow.

Has she talked to you today?

nope. i don't think she will either. if i do hear from her it might be in a week. but i'm to the point where i'm so embarrassed i wouldn't try to contact her first before then.

i can't recall ever liking a girl as much as i like her. just to be in her company really makes me happy. i want very much to be able to see her, but i feel like if i were to call her i would simply be annoying her or bothering her. and worse still if i simply showed up at her place of work with some flowers and a card, i feel like she'd think i was creepy. i'm gonna wait to hear from her. if i don't hear from her, then i'll wait the week, and plan something then.

If you don't hear from her in a wk, call once. If she doesn't respond/reply move on, you killed it.

Lesson learned.

I'm thinking some of this stuff falls under the category of too much information. Seriously.

you know, you're absolutely right. seriously. but seeing as how i can't go back and delete it and since i don't know which things specifically ur talking about are "TMI", this is the last u'll hear about it from me. thanks for everyone's opnions on the matter.

Easy way to keep from being an idiot and saying things you can't take back.....don't say them!!

Don't worry .. you're a hottie.