This is not
what I had
in mind when I
wanted

to

not

write

this poem.

Cousin
you were once
happy minded.

I look at this
hate and no
pain carries
any less weight
in these days.

You could do
whatever
you wanted.

You had all the
confidence in the world.

Until you fell in love
with that girl.

I see a different man.

A less vivid man.

A saddened feeling
he had when
freedom was his choice.

intrigued by a man
who looks at her
forcing his voice
with your angry face.

to me it seems
extremely unrelaxed
dead minded unnecessary.

you have a curfew.
She tells you what to do.

You used to feel bomb.
now all it is is blue.

I remember listening to
you and you had all
the great ideas for us.

Now every other word
is poison deep in
shallow minded cuss.

We used to have this
bond where our wallets
treated us.

Now you think you
are a man because
you love to flex
and cuss.

what happen to that
bond where we used
to have that love.

That love you knew
you didnt have to say
when we had eachothers
BACK.

funny how we FRONT.

I get high.
Your a drunk.

I am grumpy.
Your a punk.

We do this thing
where neither of us want.

Anything.

Crinkling our eyebrows
in frustration.

I know you see me and I
see you and our angry faces.

why do we run around
with these untied laces?

this is not safe
or healthy
for any family.

Damn it we
should reconcile.

I remember those
happyier times
when we used
to have smiles.

I miss those days.

Our happy phase.

Wow D....you really did it this time

your words are always very powerful!!!

felt

very heart felt

Loving this D, loving this.....