Am I?

Alone in the darkness of my madness
aching for the truth to rip through the silence I hear
speak to me
self
speak to me
I search the depths of confusion
my mind
soul
tears
and hope
transform
thoughts into justified actions

I am better now than the moments with her
I
am
I?

I miss her so much so
that I’ve forgotten the conversation
when
why
what
curtains remain closed
yet light echoes throughout the room
as her pictures offer hints of color
I hear the unconscious whispers to remove them
anger speaking
loudly
remove them
I miss her so much so

I am better now than the moments with her
I
am
I?

Closing in on me
walls
silence
memories
pain
joy
I scream without ever speaking a word
this is my torment until time sees fit to pass
and I drift freely as the flowing river
there is a purpose
a destination
though it remains unknown
drowning
madness
sadness
I ache for the truth to teach me
save me
I’m drowning

I am better now than the moments with her
I
am
I?

nicely done....

Good job...

Great write!