The shadows of the past creep up on me tonight
The darkness seems to gather no matter how bright the lights
I see the faces coming, they are so very near
I hear the voices whispering and I strain to hear

The past it will not leave me any peace of mind
No one to turn to for comfort, that has passed me by
I bite my lip to keep from screaming out my agony and pain
I wonder if I'll ever know the joys of peace again

The cold is seeping in now, my body's growing numb
No prince upon a charger, no knight I know will come
I lay here in the prison that has become my mind
No fear of going onward, no more mountains left to climb

The shadow dances 'round me, his arms they beckon to me
"Come dance and play" he whispers so seductively
I cannot move a finger, my soul is surely lost
To give into his summons...would it be too high a cost?

The voices growing louder, what little light fades 'way
I feel nothing any longer, yes this is where I'll stay
I'll be a walking being, but without a heart that beats
A soulless broken person, dead inside you see

This is the way it happens when despair has come to stay
There is nothing left to live for when all you see is grey
Broken into pieces, so tattered and so torn
I have nothing left to give you, I curse having been born

My heart's an empty shell, not worth you taking time
My mind is full of chaos and I'm broken up inside
My body you may crave, you like how I make you feel
What you fail to realize is none of that is real

The shadow pulls me closer, his touch it is like ice
"I'll take from this misery, I'll give you a different life"
One final breath in and then it's sweet release
The last thought I have is I wonder who'll miss me.....





*I do not condone suicide, this one comes from a place I think many of us have at the very least visited. Know you're not alone*

I would miss you...and the beautiful way you can express what you are feeling...

Thank y'all for reading.

~Lucifer Has Lost~

I sit here hollowed now just alone
Merely just some skin,sinew & bone
A deafened silence shall echos rest
Vultures pick upon what's now left
Surely a life that I had not sought
I opened my heart and pain I bought
Withering silently,myself I did see
Left to bask in such abject misery
Nor such fate determined by choice
There was a time when I did rejoice
So slowly now I will return to dust
My well was tapped by a broken trust
Scrape and pick a new piece each day
Please excel the process of my decay
U reduced me merely to an empty husk
God;let me depart please before dusk
Then so sadly knowing to much dismay
Extremities now turn a charcoal gray
A sickening process prior to my death
Mercifully awaiting for final breath
A pitiful creature he reigns on Earth
He's searching souls right from birth
Sorrow can also feed his bitter taste
Souls he longs for with fevered haste
He sucks upon marrow and leaves a bur
Your objective now lost damn Lucifer
Sternum lying open of a faithful dove
The soul has departed to Heaven above
Never relinquish your faith in a lair
The words are shared by one who cares

Faithfully Written by Cybear 7/2/07

Cy, that was...I don't have the right words...
Thank you for posting it.

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh had to catch my breath,,, a very deeply moving moment,,,

I shall miss you

{{{Kindred2Wicked}}}~
{{{Denise}}}~

((((((((((Cy )))))))))

Thank you LAMom

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