I'm tired of thinkin
Tired of feelin, breathin
Just so damned tired
Fightin gets me no where
Screamin only to go unheard
Just gonna shut off
Hide away from the world
Whisperin and nothin hears me still
Words seem so empty
No comfort in them at all
Anger burning quietly below
Seething and boiling
Soon I'm gonna blow
Just gonna shut off
Hide away from it all
Tired of talkin , it does no good
Tired of tryin, whats the use
Kickin the wall, might as well be
Climbin in my closet
Pullin the door shut
Sittin in the dark
Hidin away from it all...

Frustrating, isn't it????????

But hiding doesn't do any good either.

Shatter the walls of the box and let the spirit fly.

yes, expand ... expand

Sorry Jenni...

I had to use the door for a table, and I am scared of the dark,

mind if we shed a little love light in the closet with you??

...and shufty over...is getting crowded in here with all us
girls...

u dont have much love to give jess just save it to build yourself on

(((((((Sis))))))))) Remember I am here for you hun.

I got a place I run and hide too...but its in the woods (my closet is
too full of crap)

*moves over a lil* well its crowded in here but tis ok, and well the
lights shinin in cuz Lee made a table with the door.....my momma used to
say"this too shall pass, just as soon as I get done being all mad with
it"....damn she was a very wise woman...Thanks gurls

My Poet of this lonely site, inside your soul, you fight and fight, but
in your heart, you hold such a light, we could all glow forever, and
never see night.
You make life here, for us all, a very warm and true place to make
wonderful friends for life, such as we are and have been, for the rest
of our lives..Your words on these pages of rhymes,
and feelings, show us each day that happy is not always easy, and easy
is not always happy!! Love ya gurl!!!

*holds out hand to her sis*

come my sis.. join me out here and let us leave the closet for the
uhmmmmmm... you know that we uhmmm.. kinda stuff in there.. on
occasion.

sis, remember i luv you and am always here for you..

When I first saw these words I went to my music collection, and put on
this song as I looked at the screen.

May I?

There's a world where I can go
and tell my secrets to
In my room
In my room

In this world I lock out
all my worries and my fears
In my room
In my room

Do my dreaming and my scheming lie awake and pray
Do my crying and my sighing laugh at yesterday

Now it's dark and I'm alone
but I won't be afraid
In my room
In my room

His words, now your words.

Climbin in my closet
Pullin the door shut
Sittin in the dark
Hidin away from it all...

Thank you for inspiring me to put it into my words.

(((((your beautiful)))))