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Topic: Dear Diary...........OMG another Diary Part 120 + - part 56
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Sun 09/06/09 11:28 AM
Only when i stop tho think about it,,,,,,, I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!!!!!!!!! i love me some good music

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Sun 09/06/09 11:30 AM
I used to love him but I had to kill him!!!pitchfork :banana:

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Sun 09/06/09 11:32 AM
This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late

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Sun 09/06/09 11:34 AM
Alright

We're scanning the scene in the city tonight
We're looking for you to start up a fight
There's an evil feeling in our brains
But it's nothing new, you know it drives us insane

Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy

There is no escape and that's for sure
This is the end, we won't take any more
Say goodbye to the world you live in
You have always been taking but now you're giving

Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy

Our brains are on fire with the feeling to kill
And it won't go away until our dreams are fulfilled
There is only one thing on our minds
Don't try running away, 'cause you're the one we will find

Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Running, on our way
Hiding, you will pay
Dying, one thousand deaths
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
Searching
Seek and destroy
glasses pitchfork :banana:

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Sun 09/06/09 11:36 AM
New blood joins this earth
And quickly he's subdued
Through constant pained disgrace
The young boy learns their rules

With time the child draws in
This whipping boy done wrong
Deprived of all his thoughts
The young man struggles on and on, he's known
A vow unto his own
That never from this day
His will they'll take away

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

They dedicate their lives
To running all of his
He tries to please them all
This bitter man he is

Throughout his life the same
He's battled constantly
This fight he cannot win
A tired man they see no longer cares
The old man then prepares
To die regretfully
That old man here is me

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never be
Never see
Won't see what might have been

What I've felt
What I've known
Never shined through in what I've shown
Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

You labelled me
I'll label you
So I dub thee unforgiven

Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven

You labelled me
I'll label you
So I dub thee unforgiven

Never free
Never me
So I dub thee unforgiven


glasses pitchfork :banana:

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Sun 09/06/09 11:36 AM
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.


(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so ****ing far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.


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Sun 09/06/09 11:37 AM
Du
Konntest Du schwimmen
Wie Delphine
Delphine es tun
Niemand gibt uns eine Chance
Doch konnen wir siegen
Fur immer und immer
Und wir sind dann helden
Fur einen tag
Jaaa

Ich
Ich bin dann konig
Und du
Du konigin
Obwohl sie so unschlagbar scheinen
Werden wir helden
Fur einen tag

Dann sind wir helden
Fur einen tag

Ich
Ich glaubte zu traumen
Die mauer
I'm rucken war kalt
Schusse reissen die luft
Doch wir kussen
Als ob nichts geschieht
Die scham feil auf ihre seite
Oh, wir konnen sie schlagen
Fur alle zeiten
Dann sind wir helden
An diesen tag

Dann sind wir helden
Dann sind wir helden
Dann sind wir helden
Nur diesen tag

Dann sind wir helden
Nur diesen tag

thumper95's photo
Sun 09/06/09 11:40 AM
You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

I know some things that you don't
I've done things that you won't
There's nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home

I was waiting for my hearse
What came next was so much worse
It took a funeral to make me feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Alive...
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

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Sun 09/06/09 11:41 AM
confirming.......loading.........its the slowest site Ive ever been on!!!!frustrated

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Sun 09/06/09 11:43 AM
says some kind of error......its all messed up because it was on my old email......now it wont let me change to my new email.

GLITCHES!!!explode

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Sun 09/06/09 11:43 AM
yeah i know,, its bullshyte

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Sun 09/06/09 11:45 AM
Hmmmmmmmm resend the request and I will check it later. Its still loading. My pc doesnt like to use too many windows......POS!laugh

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Sun 09/06/09 11:49 AM
Hey steve.....the video you just send me isnt allowed in my country due to copyright restrictions!!!noway

thumper95's photo
Sun 09/06/09 11:52 AM
ill see what i can find for ya

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Sun 09/06/09 11:53 AM
Dear Diary;

Battle Cat met the crazy dog today and NOTHING HAPPENED! I thought they would fight or something but crazy dog just looked at the cat like "wtf?" while the cat was rubbing against him. Maybe I can get a cat after all! love

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Sun 09/06/09 11:54 AM
<-------cranks up the surfin music


Wellllllllllllll Ive saved my pennies and Ive save my dimes

giddy yup giddy yup 409!!!:banana: :banana: :banana: :banana:

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Sun 09/06/09 11:54 AM

Dear Diary;

Battle Cat met the crazy dog today and NOTHING HAPPENED! I thought they would fight or something but crazy dog just looked at the cat like "wtf?" while the cat was rubbing against him. Maybe I can get a cat after all! love
Cloudy.......Ive been thinking about this.........what is your name???? I dont think we ever found out!!!laugh

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Sun 09/06/09 11:57 AM
But I don't know YOUR name either laugh

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Sun 09/06/09 11:59 AM
Lol I thought everyone knew my name was Tara!!!


<------ Tara Rizerpitchfork

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Sun 09/06/09 12:02 PM
Good name! lol If I met you IRL I would still call you Gypsy. You've made that name uniquely yours. Theres no other word to describe yourself. If someone said "whats wrong with her?" I can only reply "eh, its just Gypsy" laugh

Anyway, off to have a cook out with my family, BBL!

P.S. IRL my name is Matt drinker

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