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STD's for every one!!!!!!!! i think everyone's coming up clean, but chances are somebody has got to carry HERPES. |
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I wouldn't put my picture up either with a story like that. Incognito yep the way to go. its the only way to post without paranoia |
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Self respect comes with age sometimes.
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The guy I've been seeing asked me for a three-way and told me he already had someone. Turns out he hooked up with a girl acquaintance of mine somewhere in the mix of days and THEY want a threesome. At first it saddened me that he went for her (she happens to already have a boyfriend) and that she, knowing I was seeing him, decided to do so herself. I felt disrespected and deserving of more regard, but it's all about ME anyhow. The two of them are concocting ways to create this scenario. Anyway, the guy hung his head to me and admitted he was wrong but asked if I was still interested. Now, I've had some amazing moments with him, so its a question that left me to think about what I wanted from hence forward with him. After being SAD and feeling BETRAYED, I then became TURNED ON and went straight to his house (after an after-work date with another guy) and did all sorts of things with him every which way. I want him more than ever now. Im like a cat crawling the walls, and if she shows I'm ready to watch and hurt and want him even more. On the other hand, the little part of me who tries to take care and work to overcome some of my ISSUES says to end it now. I really don't want to feel hurt??? Keep telling myself... You're doing it wrong? which part? Which part do you think you are doing right? 
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I used to watch Days of Our Lives. Now I come here. i was a one life to live girl 
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The guy I've been seeing asked me for a three-way and told me he already had someone. Turns out he hooked up with a girl acquaintance of mine somewhere in the mix of days and THEY want a threesome. At first it saddened me that he went for her (she happens to already have a boyfriend) and that she, knowing I was seeing him, decided to do so herself. I felt disrespected and deserving of more regard, but it's all about ME anyhow. The two of them are concocting ways to create this scenario. Anyway, the guy hung his head to me and admitted he was wrong but asked if I was still interested. Now, I've had some amazing moments with him, so its a question that left me to think about what I wanted from hence forward with him. After being SAD and feeling BETRAYED, I then became TURNED ON and went straight to his house (after an after-work date with another guy) and did all sorts of things with him every which way. I want him more than ever now. Im like a cat crawling the walls, and if she shows I'm ready to watch and hurt and want him even more. On the other hand, the little part of me who tries to take care and work to overcome some of my ISSUES says to end it now. I really don't want to feel hurt??? Keep telling myself... You're doing it wrong? which part? Which part do you think you are doing right?
the being desperate part, more than likely. |
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The guy I've been seeing asked me for a three-way and told me he already had someone. Turns out he hooked up with a girl acquaintance of mine somewhere in the mix of days and THEY want a threesome. At first it saddened me that he went for her (she happens to already have a boyfriend) and that she, knowing I was seeing him, decided to do so herself. I felt disrespected and deserving of more regard, but it's all about ME anyhow. The two of them are concocting ways to create this scenario. Anyway, the guy hung his head to me and admitted he was wrong but asked if I was still interested. Now, I've had some amazing moments with him, so its a question that left me to think about what I wanted from hence forward with him. After being SAD and feeling BETRAYED, I then became TURNED ON and went straight to his house (after an after-work date with another guy) and did all sorts of things with him every which way. I want him more than ever now. Im like a cat crawling the walls, and if she shows I'm ready to watch and hurt and want him even more. On the other hand, the little part of me who tries to take care and work to overcome some of my ISSUES says to end it now. I really don't want to feel hurt??? Keep telling myself... You may have a cuckqueen fetish, but the point remains that he broke your trust and disrespected you. Do you trust him to keep you emotionally safe throughout this experience and after? And, will you be okay if he decides to move on after the experience? |
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The guy I've been seeing asked me for a three-way and told me he already had someone. Turns out he hooked up with a girl acquaintance of mine somewhere in the mix of days and THEY want a threesome. At first it saddened me that he went for her (she happens to already have a boyfriend) and that she, knowing I was seeing him, decided to do so herself. I felt disrespected and deserving of more regard, but it's all about ME anyhow. The two of them are concocting ways to create this scenario. Anyway, the guy hung his head to me and admitted he was wrong but asked if I was still interested. Now, I've had some amazing moments with him, so its a question that left me to think about what I wanted from hence forward with him. After being SAD and feeling BETRAYED, I then became TURNED ON and went straight to his house (after an after-work date with another guy) and did all sorts of things with him every which way. I want him more than ever now. Im like a cat crawling the walls, and if she shows I'm ready to watch and hurt and want him even more. On the other hand, the little part of me who tries to take care and work to overcome some of my ISSUES says to end it now. I really don't want to feel hurt??? Keep telling myself... You may have a cuckqueen fetish, but the point remains that he broke your trust and disrespected you. Do you trust him to keep you emotionally safe throughout this experience and after? And, will you be okay if he decides to move on after the experience? im not counting on him for much |
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UPDATE:
i broke it off with him, deleted him from facebook, broke it off with her too. i want to tell them both off, but i figure they DO deserve one another and will surely create those kind of moments for themselves. i will go on another date with new guy. he was nice. i still grieve for the fun times we had together.. it is hard to stay away. |
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Edited by
ArtGurl
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Thu 08/27/09 04:11 AM
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You choose what you will and will not accept in a relationship. He is showing you who he is ... believe him! And run!!! |
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Congratulations!
Although I'd not start dating quite so quickly. Take some time off and focus on you, get happy and right with all that happened. Stay strong. 
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