A few days ago it was my legs




Today it is my bowling arm




The after effects of working
muscles that haven't been
worked over time aches

I feel the pains
that strain the gain
of uncomfortableness


its a bummer since
i haven't worked out
this much tense
since the day i moved
out of what IS and
WAS my house by Name
eighteen months ago

there is pain
true pain
i cannot neglect

what i would
if I could is
let go

as my body rejects
me, i can't, i know


I reject He
as swell


only not
so swell

inprisoned
be this its
jail

an
alternative

to hell

oh
well

my healthy legs pumped
the steel out of my most
awesome new urban bike
a few days go

that day
felt right

next after
a disaster

natural pain
including blame
for my arhtritus
which hurts when
I cannot fight
this happy
void


F thou!

rheumatoid








(wrote this a week ago)

love the write ((J))


...don't think there is anything 'natural' about pain though ... sadly we feel so much of it sometimes that it starts to feel 'normal'