Butterfly's and sex:

So many people just jump into sex, they have one night stands, they start relationships and they end with in days and weeks some months or years. It is sad that people are not like butterfly's for it is the honey that attracts the bee's it is the eyes that tells the heart, that butterfly's are beauty!

A letter I wrote:
I really thank you for just being so real with me, i get so many people that just hide so much, and it is not the way to get to know someone. Or? hide things until after they meet and then the person is like. What just happens?

Are image of a person is through words, then through looks, then through words again and last actions..

Most! just jump right into the sex, that! they don't ever get to know the person inside, it is the wanting, longing, a faded glance that just catches your eye at the right time or that hand that just for a mere sec brushed against and your heart stops beating, "when a person takes that all away", and dose not "allow you to feel the excitement the wonder", the "emotions behind the feelings", it is when your mind sets in and it takes over, it goes nuts, ?????? what if?? Do they??? and then by the time everything is over, your mind is like 'I don't feel anything', what just happened! walking away feeling??? Why??

Sad! But? human emotions are very powerful, they are like the reason we love and we we are not allowed to let are self become love []then we have no love.

I think! That is why butterfly's are used in a lot of love. You first have a empty skinless- boneless caterpillar who has nothing but time to eat. Then once it has filled its body with Food, or "Knowledge" it goes and makes itself a cocoon and Sleeps on the contentiousness of life.

After a few weeks, or months, inside of this cocoon is a transformations that is happening inside oneself, ones body and mind. After the change, it breaks through [the outer skin] that once held it in to "fight for the right to live"! The strong make it! The week die with in it, never to show life's it's strengths. The ones that survive through it all come out to visit the world! They spread there wings and [in just a moment] a mere second in time the most beautiful creature arrives to take flight, with out any knowledge, with out any thing holding it back, this amazing butterfly drifts into the sky waiting to be alive, To do only one thing in life, to bring beauty to flowers, to a child's eyes or to a old women memories.

Sometimes the butterfly "dose not make it in life" and a car window catches it or even a dogs mouth, ending what could have been, but most of the time the butterfly gets to be on a path that ""invades" the wonder of human life, only a few will film it only a few will remember the day the butterfly landed in there garden on a sweet corn catching a child's eye.... to only be forgotten... until the next human catches a eye and is filled with wonder and amazement.

Love is like this, the first kiss, or touch, the first notion you got a job, or your child was born. If we would only remember why humans are here? and not baste it on "sex" but on the "ability to feel", to "express oneself", with a notion to get to know one, not a form of a Good bye!.

Ok that was maybe too deep.. sorry things like that happen... Don't ask me were that even came from..

I am just such a good writer at times and words just flow through my fingers and mind..