Topic: This might leave a bruise
d4tc's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:02 PM










I am sorry i am me. I know i can be better than this.

I don't know what i am doing. I find happiness in mysery and I hate mysery.
You don't know what that means. I smoke weed. i get high. Every day.
I never told you that because I felt you would think less of me.

I am at a point in my life where it is what i have always done.
Comfortably.
Everyone in my family does it so if you knew that you would have
no reason to look at me as just another white sheep if confused.

I don't drink much because my jaw becomes unglued. I think it irritates
my arthritus.

Not saying what I wouldn't
only more so infused.

Most times my eyes win when I lose. If I drink my jaw
tingles with a real pain its screws. Unscrews. Rescrews. The mouth
wants to mute the alcohol. I won't let it. I am skydiving into
a sess pool.

Forge it forgetten

forget it forgotten.

Soaring whilst I drown.













Differentkindofwench's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:08 PM
Jeepers, given the title, I thought you were going to write about hickeys.....................some day, we need to chat D4.

no photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:10 PM
nice write but you are heading for rock bottom..is that what it's going to take my friend?? *hugz*

Jess642's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:11 PM
If you strike me,
my skin will darken
where you struck.


If you condemn me,
my heart will blacken
where you struck.


If you trust me,
my soul will glow
where you struck.




Your honesty is so raw, and so very precious...thankyou.

ArtGurl's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:36 PM
Edited by ArtGurl on Tue 08/04/09 03:39 PM
It will be enough when you decide you want something different. Bruises heal and scars remind us where we've been but they matter little when compared to where we go next.

You hold the brush in the power of your pen.


A beautifully human piece my friend... :heart:



LAMom's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:42 PM
There are no words to fully describe the Love and Respect
I have for you...

Unconditional... Yesssssssssssssssssssss We hold you

Namaste':heart:

kc0003's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:45 PM
Edited by kc0003 on Tue 08/04/09 03:45 PM
doors open both ways for a reason
what stays behind them is for each of us to decide
judgement falls to the feet of no one other than ourselves


drinker peace bro

MirrorMirror's photo
Tue 08/04/09 03:47 PM











I am sorry i am me. I know i can be better than this.

I don't know what i am doing. I find happiness in mysery and I hate mysery.
You don't know what that means. I smoke weed. i get high. Every day.
I never told you that because I felt you would think less of me.

I am at a point in my life where it is what i have always done.
Comfortably.
Everyone in my family does it so if you knew that you would have
no reason to look at me as just another white sheep if confused.

I don't drink much because my jaw becomes unglued. I think it irritates
my arthritus.

Not saying what I wouldn't
only more so infused.

Most times my eyes win when I lose. If I drink my jaw
tingles with a real pain its screws. Unscrews. Rescrews. The mouth
wants to mute the alcohol. I won't let it. I am skydiving into
a sess pool.

Forge it forgetten

forget it forgotten.

Soaring whilst I drown.

















:thumbsup:

no photo
Tue 08/04/09 05:05 PM
We make our choices my friend. What choice do You make TODAY?

:heart:

no photo
Tue 08/04/09 05:19 PM
Edited by 2KidsMom on Tue 08/04/09 05:29 PM
Wow,Well..
My eyes are shining,from a small mist in them.
Thinking on the words you have shared..
I have sat here a long time..typing and erasing..

open your heart and your eyes will see,that you have not left any bruises to see.
smooched :heart: smooched :heart: smooched :heart: smooched