Topic: waiting
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Tue 07/14/09 10:18 PM
Gravity lyrics
by Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

CHORUS
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down






i put that song because its the one i keep playing to help me wallow through my sorrow i love someone who has their own life as i have mine and though i get whispered promises of i love u i still fear the worst because there is no way to know only trust but trust that isnt a sure thing and it all leaves me feeling a bit feeble forcing me to shed the tough girl costume i wear ever so elegantly but with nothing else to do since the power has slipped through my hands like sand i wait
i dont know what to do does anyone have any ideas

Lilypetal's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:30 PM
What are you waiting for?

JustAGuy2112's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:34 PM
I am still trying to put periods in place so I can decipher what she's talking about.

JustAGuy2112's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:36 PM
From what I can gather....she is in love with some dude. They have separate lives. He says he loves her, but she's not totally sure he does. So she feels vulnerable and it scares the crap out of her.

I think.

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Tue 07/14/09 10:37 PM
to know if my feelings are truly going to be returned

also about my punctuation believe it or not there once was a time when there were no periods and before Steven kings books are published he doesnt have punctuation i dont punctuate because my thoughts race and if i spent time worrying where a comma should be ill lose the feeling in my writing

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Tue 07/14/09 10:38 PM

From what I can gather....she is in love with some dude. They have separate lives. He says he loves her, but she's not totally sure he does. So she feels vulnerable and it scares the crap out of her.

I think.

pretty much

JustAGuy2112's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:40 PM

to know if my feelings are truly going to be returned

also about my punctuation believe it or not there once was a time when there were no periods and before Steven kings books are published he doesnt have punctuation i dont punctuate because my thoughts race and if i spent time worrying where a comma should be ill lose the feeling in my writing


Meh. Type how you wish.

I just had to take some time to put some pauses in the free flowing thought process before I could figure out what you were talking about.

At least it would seem that I got it right....lol

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Tue 07/14/09 10:41 PM


to know if my feelings are truly going to be returned

also about my punctuation believe it or not there once was a time when there were no periods and before Steven kings books are published he doesnt have punctuation i dont punctuate because my thoughts race and if i spent time worrying where a comma should be ill lose the feeling in my writing


Meh. Type how you wish.

I just had to take some time to put some pauses in the free flowing thought process before I could figure out what you were talking about.

At least it would seem that I got it right....lol


you did

JustAGuy2112's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:41 PM


From what I can gather....she is in love with some dude. They have separate lives. He says he loves her, but she's not totally sure he does. So she feels vulnerable and it scares the crap out of her.

I think.

pretty much


Ok. So as far as what you can do......

Nothing. You either take him at his word, or you don't.

If you doubt what he says, you have two choices.

Either make him clarify, or move on.

Not knowing for sure one way or the other will do nothing but make the situation even worse.

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Tue 07/14/09 10:51 PM
i agree but im scared to lose him

JustAGuy2112's photo
Tue 07/14/09 10:53 PM

i agree but im scared to lose him


Not to sound callous....but....

It happens.

You have to know one way or the other or you won't have any peace anyway.

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Tue 07/14/09 11:02 PM


i agree but im scared to lose him


Not to sound callous....but....

It happens.

You have to know one way or the other or you won't have any peace anyway.

i hate that ur right