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Pain...heaviness...gloomy thoughts...anxiety...failure
They were gone when you came for three days...
It felt like it wasn’t my life until then
I learnt how to live again


...however they were only three
You left...
I forgot what you taught
You are heading towards the sun
leaving me in the dark
It’s cold
I can’t get out...I`m blind. or I never had an eyesight

You came for three more days
but it wasn’t really you...it was just your echo
you are in the sun

have you come to say good bye?
no need for that...my ears are shut

I hear the failure coming back
I accept him...he always comes back
Hey my friend, let’s run away!

I’d like to be transformed into something inert..
Into a burnt brick. part of a ruined wall
Somewhere on a Scottish plain...near a loch
To count the passing millennia
It doesn’t hurt or feel anymore
I’m just a burnt brick in a wall