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sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 08:32 PM
So after six months I finally have my license, I am in school and doing reasonably well and I am almost on my way to having everything i really want in life.

So whats my problem?

Everyday I go into work I deal with people who have never had any training in how to deal with people. They are rude, inconsiderate spiteful people, and after 8 months I have finally had enough.

I have dealt with sexual harassment, not feeling safe in my environment, constant rumors, and endless backstabbing, not to mention seeing constant safety and health code violations broken.

It is a horrible, stifling environment.

After a couple of months of putting in applications I finally have a job interview with Enterprise. And now I'm at the point where I am almost in tears each time I have to go into my job.

If I had the support of my family, I would quit, but the minute I need to vent I get criticism and judgment.
"Your going to end up just like so and so"
"Well what are you going to do in life?"

Like everything I have accomplished means nothing.

For once I would just like to have people step into my shoes and deal with the circumstances I deal with and see what they have to say!

I have reamained silent for long enough and i just need to vent!

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Sat 06/27/09 08:42 PM
Edited by IndigoIllusions on Sat 06/27/09 08:43 PM
You have to do what is right for you and makes you happy. Family and friends have the right to have an opinion...but should support you no matter what you decide as it is your life. Especially if it isn't just "wanting" a change, but needing it for various reasons...which I think are completely valid by the way. Good luck whatever you do. flowerforyou

Congratulations on reaching the goals you already have so far.:smile:

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 08:47 PM

You have to do what is right for you and makes you happy. Family and friends have the right to have an opinion...but should support you no matter what you decide as it is your life. Especially if it isn't just "wanting" a change, but needing it for various reasons...which I think are completely valid by the way. Good luck whatever you do. flowerforyou

Congratulations on reaching the goals you already have so far.:smile:


Thank you, Indigo.
I have always appreciated your input on my writings and posts. Its nice to hear from you again.

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:02 PM
Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:04 PM

Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.
blushing

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:07 PM


Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.
blushing


I didnt reconize you at first...lol.

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:10 PM



Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.
blushing


I didnt reconize you at first...lol.


I have changed a bit..hair, weight...demeanor lol
Its nice to see a few familiar faces tonight, I must admit.

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:11 PM




Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.
blushing


I didnt reconize you at first...lol.


I have changed a bit..hair, weight...demeanor lol
Its nice to see a few familiar faces tonight, I must admit.


Yeah...your def looking good. Not that you were bad before, lol.

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:13 PM





Honestly...I really didnt read your whole post. I was too busy enjoying your new pic.

Sorry.
blushing


I didnt reconize you at first...lol.


I have changed a bit..hair, weight...demeanor lol
Its nice to see a few familiar faces tonight, I must admit.


Yeah...your def looking good. Not that you were bad before, lol.


lol thanks. I might say the same to you, if i could see your face lol

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:16 PM



lol thanks. I might say the same to you, if i could see your face lol


Who cares about the face...that white belly is what money maker.

laugh laugh laugh laugh













....or you could just perv my profile like Ive done yours at least 5 times already.

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:18 PM
haha. nice. i think i shall.

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:28 PM
I'm not always as dumb as a bag of rocks...I have some ingenuity spurts sometimes.

sara89's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:31 PM

I'm not always as dumb as a bag of rocks...I have some ingenuity spurts sometimes.


dont we all?

Mayhem_J's photo
Sat 06/27/09 09:32 PM
I dunno...some people lack the ability I do believe.