((((((((((((( Purple )))))))))))))))
Mom loves you so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sweetheart it'll get better baby it just may take a little longer than
we originally planned.


Heather shut the hell up.

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Purple have you checked into the phenocaine (or may be spelled
phenacaine) - is in the health food stores, is an herbal
antiinflammatory, and is being used for chronic pain. Some people are
having good luck with it. You may want to talk to your doc about it, it
may help.

A friend of mine had a specific surgery done where they put a stimulator
next to her spinal cord that sends signals to her brain that blocks the
signals from her pain receptors i'm not sure of all the technicalities
darling all i know is for 5 years she was bedridden from chronic pain in
her legs and back and she couldn't walk and she's back at work now and
is doing great she has to charge it every 60days or so but she is
walking now and is almost completely pain free

Purple, when a broken flower is supported, it learns to
grow straight, again! You have a ton of support, baby!!!

i hope it helps some even
though u do not know me well i understand

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I SOOOOOOOOOOO hear ya cat.. did you ask yer dr. for that script I told
you about??

I know you're sick and tired of hearing "this too shall pass.. and
Patience" but.. it WILL ... it's COMING.. the WHEN part?? when you learn
to accept GRACEFully where you're at NOW!! you know what I mean

AND.. you know where I am if ya need me gurly

&(((((((((((((((((----- for YOU cat.. AND a bic

Hon, I refuse to be like everyone else and say it will get better,
because there are times when it doesn't. I use my pain instead of
letting it use me. I use it sometimes to my advantage. You see most
people never know pain that doesn't go away. Those that live with it
know that sometimes it doesn't stop for even a few seconds. The person
in pain learns to deal with it, to use it. Pain can be used to block out
other things that would annoy you. Pain can make you strong, because you
live with it everyday. I do inmate security, so far no inmate has taken
me up, I told them like it is, "I am in pain everyday, so you can't hurt
me anymore then I am already hurting, but I can make you feel pain and
not think twice about it, if you doubt it, try me." Okay so I am a
little crazy, but that is what it take to live to live with pain.

yes ..Irish lass (ha ha thank god for the irish in me ,stubborn ) you
know exactly what I mean ...
an throw in a few other depressing life issues just for the sake of it
eh ,,,