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Topic: IndnPrncs Hotel/Bar - part 81
eileena9's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:46 AM
frustrated frustrated frustrated must be nice.....MUST be nice......MUST!!!!frustrated frustrated frustrated

IndnPrncs's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:52 AM
I'm doing well hun... Getting ready for bed I think...

Eileen I tell myself that all the time... laugh laugh

eileena9's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:56 AM
Bed sounds like a good idea......it will keep me out of trouble....laugh

Jon fell asleep already and it is our two year anniversary, so we can't fall asleep on the phone like we usually do...grumble

bad_girl's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:56 AM
Glad to hear itflowerforyou

I'm doing well hun... Getting ready for bed I think...

Eileen I tell myself that all the time... laugh laugh

IndnPrncs's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:58 AM
Awww I'm sorry Eileenflowerforyou

Ok I'm out.. g'night (((all)))

eileena9's photo
Thu 06/11/09 12:59 AM
{{{{{Joy....Merle}}}}}

Have a good night, ladies....flowerforyou flowerforyou

bad_girl's photo
Thu 06/11/09 01:06 AM
Night (for me it is morning :laughing:) Joy and Eileenflowerforyou

HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 05:34 AM
*sigh* I called Mcdonald's yesterday for hours, they said they had non for me. I call today to check again. I have to be at work at 9 AM. Good thing I friggin woke up at 6:51 am and checked!

izzie's photo
Thu 06/11/09 10:16 AM
tears **sniff sniff**
you had my flip deleted..

**sniff sniff**
tears tears tears tears tears tears sad sad sad sad sad :cry: :cry: :cry:

izzie's photo
Thu 06/11/09 10:32 AM
http://mingle2.com/topic/show/228714
ok im off to work now..
lol

MirrorMirror's photo
Thu 06/11/09 10:42 AM

http://mingle2.com/topic/show/228714
ok im off to work now..
lol

waving Have a good daywaving

HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 01:03 PM
Morning, (((Mirror))) yawn waving

had a very interesting day at work.

Apparently people ordering in the drive thru can be just as stupid as people who need IT help because their built in cup holder on their PC broke...



HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:08 PM
so, (((Princess))), remember when I said I have no idea what is going on between me and Myth?

yeah, I have called him repeatedly and left numerous messages and nothing. He won't answer or call back and he is online now but not responding to me at all.


I knew it wouldn't last. I just wish he hadn't played me for a fool for so long. I mean, come on. November till June? Ouch. I could have found someone more willing to travel and create a family with me in those months....

Oh well.

It stings like a b!tch, but there is nothing I can do. I don't know if I am ready to cry about it yet. I feel some pain in my heart area, and a deep sense of loss, but I don't feel the tears yet.

oh wait...

never mind...

here them are...

talk to you later.

Mayhem_J's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:31 PM
Sounds to me like the mans a coward. He doesnt want to face you because hes a chump. Sorry you have to put up with that girl. I wouldnt shed to many tears over a guy that doesnt have the respect to at least talk to you and let you know whats going on.

HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:37 PM
I know, Mayhem.

It's not that I am crying over him, but more I am crying over the time I spent loving him for nothing.

I gave him my all, May. I really did.

I am crying because I wanted to be loved, but I had been lied to this entire time.

I hate it.

All I ever wanted in life was to be loved and to raise a family. That was taken away from me once already when Nicole's family did the a$$hole thing and gambled away our money and then fled the country, breaking our family up.

Here I thought I would get a second chance at happiness. I stood by his side throughout everything. I feel my strength was not enough for him. Like my love meant nothing.

The days I had to be excused from class because I couldn't stop crying cause Myth was in the hospital undergoing chemo.

The nights I spent up talking to him and helping him get through it all.

The long a$$ drive I took so happily just to spend what little time I had with him.

All this meant nothing to him.

And it hurts.

It hurts so much.

I hate myself.

I hate that I love.

I hate that I may never have more children because I just don't have the energy to trust men anymore. This one really hurt me bad.

no photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:39 PM
sorry it went sour HE, im considering ending contact with an ex myself

HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:41 PM
I really did love him, Rare. It hurts.

I wish you luck with yours.

I just hurt so much right now.

Like my actual physical heart was just ripped from my chest and is being stomped on in front of me.

Mayhem_J's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:46 PM

I really did love him, Rare. It hurts.

I wish you luck with yours.

I just hurt so much right now.

Like my actual physical heart was just ripped from my chest and is being stomped on in front of me.


Yup...thats total bs. He owes you an explanation. You gave up so much for him. Did so much for him...and for him to do this? Ignor you? Theres no word in the diction that define how much of a coward and a loser this guy is. Cancer or not...it doenst give him the right to use and abuse others feelings and good will.

no photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:46 PM
i loved my ex too HE, but her lying and crap she kept pulling off with me, ive had it. the way i view it, she put the end our of what we had on herself

HasidicEnforcer's photo
Thu 06/11/09 03:49 PM



Yup...thats total bs. He owes you an explanation. You gave up so much for him. Did so much for him...and for him to do this? Ignor you? Theres no word in the diction that define how much of a coward and a loser this guy is. Cancer or not...it doenst give him the right to use and abuse others feelings and good will.



Awww....


Thank you, May.

I guess all I can do for now is just cry it out and pray he lives a long life.

I can not wish for the cancer to come back. I am not mean. I will just pray for him.

It sucks, but it's life.

You know what's funny?

Nicole's father had hoped for me and Myth to be happy and come to Israel for a little bit. He liked everything I had to say about Myth. He actually approved of me dating him.

He was happy I had found love.

He was more than happy to set up a meeting with me, Myth, Nicole and him.

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