I don't need something - that hurts more than nothing.
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done.
my heart is torn beating from my chest
You aren't worth the waste of the salt or the water.
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I might of forced the scale to tip and well beyond.
Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I`ve done to you
It`s hard to face, but the fact remains that
This is nothing new...
I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane.
My vision burns, I feel my memories fade with time.
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.
I stand here alone,
Falling away from you.
Pacify me, bleeding hearts shed no tears and have no time for fear.

nicely written!