The lonelyiness overcomes me at time.
Getting up is a struggle to me at times.
The depression, that I have to live with.
Costi me a good paying job in Iowa.
All I wanted to do after the divorce.
Escape the memories of my past mistakes.
Learning to deal with the feelings of rejection.
Still my life seem more loss than gains.
Crying out to the Lord Jesus Christ for help.
Realizing later on, You my king is all that I need.
After all I am a screw up, but with you.
I became someone whom succeeds in this life.
You, my king Jesus is all that I will ever need.

WOW,thats how I feel sometimes dude

jp i see that you are a christian too cry out to jesus like i do when
the pain seems too unbearable thanks

Well I can say is to me no one is a screw up themselves. Yes in timnes
we get screwed up in what we do at times. Sometimes life deals us with a
hand we can not bear to carry. And must ask for help in our jounery
though life. It does not at any time make one weaker for asking for help
just shows ones limit they can handle. Depression can and does overtake
those at times. And can and does take one to the bottom. But.... we must
have that will inside to fight our way back yes there are those we can
ask for there help. But .... one must be willing to do that and also be
willing to give there all in order to overcome the things in life that
has taken control of it.

AMEN KRISTI