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Edited by
MsTeddyBear2u
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Fri 05/29/09 09:31 AM
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Written in pain...
I sit here today- refusing a drug induced brain coma. Some days my brain feels just like bolona. Wondering if I can clearly type. So here it goes, without much hype. Thinking, Can I think, should I even write? Stuggeling through with this blite. Written in pain... Today I refuse to stay in bed. With the covers pulled over my head. Laying there moaning and groaning. Clearly in need of an attoning. Rise above it I hear ME say. I can do this, but first let me Pray. Written in pain... Then the hounds of hell come by. Setting me afire- I do fry. Searing me like a Bar-B-que. My skin is scard a horrible hue. I shout out- I refuse to die. Perhaps I'm a liar, inside I cry. Written in pain... Just then I find the strength inside. To jump up and declare with pride. I'm on my feet, ha-ha I've won. Oh my goodness, my bod feels like a ton. Then another battle has just been declared. Dam!!! I scream - my contempt clearly aired. Written in pain... Now a thousand invisible persons are stabbing me. But what the heck, no blood do I see. I jerk my arms up to ward off invisible knifes. Who in you know where, could cause me such strifes. Still looking around for my life to dribble from me. I quickly get knocked down to my knee. Written in pain... Just when I think I'm not gonna make it. Perhaps I can try to fake it. I stand again screaming like a banshee. Loud enough to scare the bravest away from me. Tears spill down my cheeks, fall to the ground. Be your tears I say, don't make a sound. Written in pain... Face the day and live I must. I can do this, in God I trust. Sometimes I feel the fool, a putz. Surely I'll crawl through this day like a klutz. Don't touch me, I shout out. Causing those who want to help to pout. Written in pain... A tremor starts, I begin to shake. My body inside is shouting earthquake! I blush with embarasement. My limbs a mind of their own descend. I really- really want to get through this day. My thoughts are traitors of dissmay. Written in pain... @&*@ Written in pain... @&*@ @&*@ Written in pain... The Bear... 
05-29-2009 [Note to the readers:] I suffer from severe Nuralgia- which in short is nerve damage. Have had this for a year now. They keep saying it might heal some day. My nerves send my brain screwy signals which usually ends up being a pain signal. I have been on pain meds for a year and have side effects from those too. Let alone the addiction that comes with these drugs. I also developed body tics from the meds. I have found my voice once again, and so can you. This note is for encouragement to you- out there that are suffering some form of hell in your life. You can make it... no matter how dark the road looks. There is a light waiting for you to get there. Never give up! (((Hugs))) Teddy |
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powerful write
try medical marijuana..... |
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Hello Beautiful you,,, Goshhhhhhhhhhhhh I've missed you
I know deep within that no matter what comes your way,, you can fight this,,, You bring such light upon us,, guiding us and providing us with love,, pureness of your spirit flies above us,,, So let us hold you, guide you, and lift you my precious friend Love & Blessings I send Lotsa of Hugs and a shoulder to rest upon when the load is heavy I So deeply love you 
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{{{{Denise}}}}
I have missed you so much.
This place is'nt home without you in these pages. Hugging you... 
{{{{ddn 122}}}} 
Trying to get totally drug free here, been high enough for the last year to last a lifetime. 
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Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful!
(((((MsTeddyBear2u))))) |
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ok...try cayenne pepper....daily.... or turmeric...
{{{{Denise}}}} I have missed you so much.
This place is'nt home without you in these pages. Hugging you...
{{{{ddn 122}}}}
Trying to get totally drug free here, been high enough for the last year to last a lifetime.
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Ms. T,
(ECHO) (ECHo) (ECho) (Echo) (echo) (((( )))) ((( )))
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oh sweetie have missed you so.hugs and prayers
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Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful you (((((MsTeddy)))))....
That you should come to us with this message of hope given your intense suffering and pain. Blessed be, beautiful Soul, beautiful woman
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Hope everything works out for you
Tammy
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(((MzEm))) Thankyou
(((ddn122))) Thankyou, I will try those. 
(((Differentkindofwench))) Good to see you dear lady!
(((Pam))) Miss you too, Hope all is well on your home front.
(((AngelLight))) It is US here at Mingle that are blessed with your presence and writtings. Thanks Sweetie.
(((Gossipmpm))) Thankyou T
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Such power you have shown. The words behind this poem will inspire others with any medical challenges they may have. Thanks for sharing and for the courage you must face every day.
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thankyou,..
 Teddy Bear for sharing your incredible struggle with pain & hope ,..it`s what makes us human,..
I can`t imagine,.. 
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Sending you Love and Light my Dear Friend
Love you
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