Every night I think of you which I wish I wouldn't do. Since the day you ended our friendship I can't help but miss you. I know that missing you is something I shouldn't do, but I can't help it. My heart bleeds for you. My lips constantly mouth how much I miss you and my mind only seems to know your name. I'm sorry I love you. I'm sorry that I don't know how to pick up myself and get over you. I only wanted a friendship with you, but you bailed. I'm sorry that I can't forget all the things I dealt with. I really am. You don't know how much I miss you or Mikey. Life is a struggle, but watching someone you loved for 6 years walk away without any hesitation is a poison to me. You promised to always be a part of my life, yet you're gone. I don't deserve this.

Sometimes I wish I could stop my heart from feeling. I wish I could paralyze it and be able to remove every piece that holds any feeling for you, but I'd probably end up destroying my heart.

You run through my veins,my heart,my mind, and my soul.

There are months at a time where I don't feel the symptoms to this illness, but I eventually relapse. You are so much more to me than some cheap knock off drug. You are so much more to me than I can imagine.

The sad part is, I can't forget you because no matter what you will always be apart of me. No matter how many times I find another temporary drug, you are what I most desire.

Every memory we shared will never be erased. Time doesn't heal all wounds. I'm sure you know that.

It's easier to forgive those who don't know you as well than those that have loved you and been there since day one.

I took you with good and bad. Through the sadness and happiness, but in the end that never mattered because now it's just me here in my bed remembering what you felt like in my arms.

Great write!

"Sometimes I wish I could stop my heart from feeling", I have felt this many times myself.

Yes, you seem to be a sensitive Soul....while that may be painful at times, it is also very beautiful too. Your writes are often poignant and simply so very human.

Ty for sharing your Soul with us

If we only had control of what we felt.
It is beautiful, but also tragic.

Thank You :] it's what I aim for.

Any writer can be inspired to write about happiness, but only a true writer can write a masterpiece from a tragedy :]

sometimes i wish i didnt even HAVE a heart...............it'd be sooooooooooooooooooooo much less painful!!!!

Lol we all feel that at one time or another, I know this piece is sad, but I wouldn't really change my feelings for her.
I just wish I had the option to.

This is a very heartfelt piece. I enjoyed seeing your work, and I look forward to reading more! Hang in there!

Thank you :] I will

how WELL do i know what your saying!!!!!!!!
its SH!TTY to be HURT.........and its VERY HARD to change how you feel about someone that you cared about VERY MUCH!!!!! in fact.....YOU CANT!!!!
thats why i wish i had NO FEELINGS, no HEART, & wish i didnt GIVE A SH!T!!!!!!!

Whats the point of being human if we felt nothing? what's the point to living if there's no purpose? it's human nature to care. don't let pain make you bitter or cold.

your heartfelt emotions are expressed beautifully...to be able to feel such, means you are capable of feeling again...

Thank you

Awesome flippin title, especially when it's so obvious you do have a diamond of a heart. Some would think I mean cold and brittle, yet ooo what a sight to behold - nahhhh multifaceted and glistening a blood-red diamond now has bittersweet documentation.

I can feel where you are coming from...Good write.

:]

its the sweetest agony when we use hearts and our feelings i know its painful, more painful than the toothaches...

i hope everyone to follow their hearts not the mind, because with our minds we just manage our hearts