Life supposed to get better? I hear this a lot "it will get better", oh really? When? How? And moreso, why?

I made a lot of "positive" improvements in my life, and I'm far more miserable than when my life was "negative"...now correct me if I'm wrong, but isn't that the point of life? To be happy? I was all kinds of happy when I was constantly high, and I had a lot of money...then I said "I need a 'positive' change", and here I am...miserable, broke half the time, and rarely high.

Which leads me to an observation, if happiness is truly what should be sought and what most people aim for...why the hell are we all so bloody miserable? Now I'm at the crossroad, go back to the lifestyle I was happier with but is "negative" or stick with the lifestyle I currently have that is "positive", yet far more miserable.

You humans make no sense to me...

Life makes no sense to me either!!

All Ive learned is that if you dont poop.........you die!!

Well Gypsy, I think I stumped them.

So does that in turn make my observation true?

I think alot of people dont want to admit online that life sucks sometimes. They want to appear to be politically correct.

......one person's path to happiness,may lead another to sorrow..follow your own path...

I'm thinking that people in general don't want to admit life sucks, I've noted this observation to people in my day to day life...all I can get out of them is a chuckle. I think in general most people are miserable with their day to day life, they just won't admit it for possibly the reason you noted to be politically correct.

life itself sucks sometimes

I wonder how the peasants in France felt about it

or the prisoners in the Gulags

or the Jews in Europe during the war


I would say that the positive stuff that makes you feel worse isnt all that positive


I look at it this way. In the words of Jimi Hendrix
"I'm the one that has to die when it's my time to die. So while I'm living, why can't I live my life the way I want to?"

I find that most people wont admit much......they are the "phoney people"


I try to stay away from these peoples!!!

what helpd me was living "into" things. we have constant miracles around us if we only look. you are a very smart individual, and can do this. what i mean, is program yourself to see things differently. sink into your surroundings, and listen to everything, and i mean everything around you...be "awake!" notice smells, and the way things feel...intensely, like you never have before. really feel it! look at people through a different light, listen to their conversations in a restaurant or coffee house. walk outside at midnight in your neighborhood, and you can smell the insides of houses as you walk by, if you concentrate. live, and think as an immortal...you have to, because when you leave here, you'll discover that you really are. you might be clear, foggy grey, shimmering, or white. i'm clear, crystal clear, like the jorrell mask in space in the first superman...weird!!! but we have to come to our grips here, and come to peace with ourselves as a whole, and substances will put you back some....the time you feel,.....empty...... is what you filled with the substances, and the less aware you were, and that will jolt anyone to say the very least. i can possibly help or at least try to help you think different.....whats the pain of doing it? what are the end future results? what is the pain of not doing it? what are the future results? you can always e-mail me, my friend, and i can tell you what helped me....

Yeah my life sux.. I struggle from day to day and from paycheck to paycheck. Many times I wonder when is it going to get better and will it ever get better or am I just one of those people that will go throughout life struggling? I of course try to be thankful for what I do have and think about all the other people that do have it worse than I do. But I work my butt off and go to school to try and better myself yet I'm still dog paddling around in the same cesspool of quick sand so it seems....

gypsy's a toaster.














uuuhhh hhuhuuu she said *toast* uuhhhh huuhhuhuhuhuuu

As I get older I seem to care less and that has been a good thing

See the problem here is you're expecting something you do will bring you happiness. Having what is worth having is alot of hard work. There are so many times that I want to give up because the process of trying sucks so much, but it is not happiness, goals are just for improvement and change is good. Happiness comes because of who you are not because of what you do.

toasters make men horny and they think about toast!!!

Yea, Life can suck at times...but so what? Who said "Better get busy living, or get busy dyin'..."???

When things turn to sh!t in my life...I depend on one of my mantra's: "Act 'as if'...& it will become"...whether positive or negative... Walk a mile in someone else's moccasins for a day...

Well, I'm all out of cliche's for the day...*skips off to be happy someplace else*

she said *toast* aaagain.....uuuuuuhhhhuhuhuhhhuuu uuuhhh uuuuhh









brilliant thinking. i'm putting my penis in the bagles slot, and turning it, and me on.


hey, this gets hot rather quickly......gypsy!!! stop fibbing to me!!!!! it's not working!!!!! oooaawwwwww!!! my wenis!!!! aaahhhhh...water! water!!! aaahhhh!!!

when by your actions you make it better

Beavis!!! Quit smoking the ganja and put the toast in!!!!

Who I was in fact was happy, who I am is in fact miserable. Nothing I can do at this point in time or anytime in the near future will change that I'm afraid. I didn't expect anything, and have very well done nothing to bring happiness, I live life and that alone is miserable enough so I don't feel the need to do anything aside from just exist at this point.

Now we have to guage worth from me to you, your thought of worth I can guarantee is far different than mine. I'm sure worth is based typically off what one has, house, car, family, etc. My worth is based off happiness and happiness alone, I have a car, don't need a house, I have select few family members whose thoughts I appreciate (rendering the rest of them useless).

Darkowl, I will probably e-mail you in the future old friend. You have and will always be an immense amount of help to me.