This is another that i wrote this weekend.


My heart is aching, chest compressed. alone in my house deathly depressed.
I hate myself for being a fool.not seeing the signs and being a tool.
I've made my bed and sleep in it i will.broken and lonely and slowly being ill.
My weight is dropping 10 pounds in 3 days.no end is in site, slowly fading away.
depression a killer, it's consuming me whole.a fight i can't win, it's slowly taking it's toll.
I've lost everything that had meaning to me, why not my life? the ultimate fee.
exhausted I am, it hurts when i breathe, the few things that mattered, have left me to be.
if i don't write and this is my last, bury me face down and kiss my white ass.

i hate that you are so depressed,whatever you did you need to forgive yourself than ask her to forgive you and show her you can change ...good luck ...

just a badbreakup and the loss of my kids to a cheating woman. which i love yet hate with all my heart, it's over i'm glad just getting it out.

it seems women like that get the good guys and make it bad on the good women still looking .....