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I guess I never realized how easy it would be to find
myself slipping into feelings that I have tried
to keep myself from feeling since it isnt right
to love someone and be falling for another at the same time....
I know my love is real and that it's honestly there
I dont know how to deal with it since i'm still unclear
even though the doors have shut on one It's not fair
to already want another to be who's love I'll share
What am I supposed to do about this ackwardness
that makes me stumble even when there's nothing left
I have no reason to be ashamed of anything but yet
dont know if it's wrong to fall and still belong to him....
if not in all the ways i did before i'm still bound
he's gone and i know that we're pretending somehow
i've never felt i was wrong for loving anyone only doubt
if it bothers me this much it's reason hasn't shown itself...

"I guess I never realized how easy it would be to find
myself slipping into feelings that I have tried
to keep myself from feeling since it isnt right
to love someone and be falling for another at the same time...."

This part really stood out nicely written

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thanks for reading...it just popped out