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MsWizard
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Wed 04/01/09 10:13 PM
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It’s 3:00 a.m.
I can't sleep... I spent the evening With a friend of mine Watching she and her Husband Worn veterans of thirty years Squabbling lovingly as Only long time loving Partners can do…. Feeling like a voyeur I peered in on them Catching them as they Shared a quick Tender kiss ended With a gentle pat On the ass as Together They prepared A desert needed By none of us … In that one single moment I don’t think I’ve ever … …Felt so alone … You know I’ve met And loved a Few in my life I’ve been a bride To one Yet never ... …..a wife… I often wonder What it would be To experience Such a special Connection To hear a warm Voiced inflection Seeing my reflection Gazing back at me Out of loving eyes Seeing me for who And what I am Non-judgemental Accepting… What would it be like Finding someone who Would tolerate My snoring or my Quite often Boring midnight Inspirations as I Tap tap tap Away on a keyboard Worn by ambitious Furious fingers Finally catching me As I crash and Burn falling into Mutual oblivion Can it really be this Goddamned hard To find another soul Just looking for a Little quiet comfort In an often cold Chaotic world? Am I simply asking too much? It’s not like I have that Stereotypical ‘grocery list’ Of my wants and needs Those little “extras” I simply can’t live without I’m not asking for the The impossible I’m not evening asking To be on the “same page” anymore… I just want to be in the Same ****ing book … Sometimes I feel As though I’m living A scavenger hunt Looking long and hard for the unobtainable The next best thing And losing the Real treasure that’s Always been right there In front of my face… Oh, Life moves by so fast Leaving little to grasp And clutch onto A dazzling comet A bright shooting star Speeding by leaving nothing Behind but the occasional Handful of twinkling starburst Moments sparkling like Diamond chips in the sand Slipping thru clenched fingers Desperate to hold on Leaving us sadly Looking down only to find them gone as we ask ourselves How we could Ever... ...have let... .....them go? awh apr 2009 |
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I see our nights take on the same reflections at times
The whats and whys,,, ((( Ms A )))) I so adore the you in you |
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Whew! I can so dig what you are saying.
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It’s 3:00 a.m. I can't sleep... I spent the evening With a friend of mine Watching she and her Husband Worn veterans of thirty years Squabbling lovingly as Only long time loving Partners can do…. Feeling like a voyeur I peered in on them Catching them as they Shared a quick Tender kiss ended With a gentle pat On the ass as Together They prepared A desert needed By none of us … In that one single moment I don’t think I’ve ever … …Felt so alone … You know I’ve met And loved a Few in my life I’ve been a bride To one Yet never ... …..a wife… I often wonder What it would be To experience Such a special Connection To hear a warm Voiced inflection Seeing my reflection Gazing back at me Out of loving eyes Seeing me for who And what I am Non-judgemental Accepting… What would it be like Finding someone who Would tolerate My snoring or my Quite often Boring midnight Inspirations as I Tap tap tap Away on a keyboard Worn by ambitious Furious fingers Finally catching me As I crash and Burn falling into Mutual oblivion Can it really be this Goddamned hard To find another soul Just looking for a Little quiet comfort In an often cold Chaotic world? Am I simply asking too much? It’s not like I have that Stereotypical ‘grocery list’ Of my wants and needs Those little “extras” I simply can’t live without I’m not asking for the The impossible I’m not evening asking To be on the “same page” anymore… I just want to be in the Same ****ing book … Sometimes I feel As though I’m living A scavenger hunt Looking long and hard for the unobtainable The next best thing And losing the Real treasure that’s Always been right there In front of my face… Oh, Life moves by so fast Leaving little to grasp And clutch onto A dazzling comet A bright shooting star Speeding by leaving nothing Behind but the occasional Handful of twinkling starburst Moments sparkling like Diamond chips in the sand Slipping thru clenched fingers Desperate to hold on Leaving us sadly Looking down only to find them gone as we ask ourselves How we could Ever... ...have let... .....them go? awh apr 2009 nice |
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I see our nights take on the same reflections at times The whats and whys,,, ((( Ms A )))) I so adore the you in you And I you Denise.... MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ... |
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I see our nights take on the same reflections at times The whats and whys,,, ((( Ms A )))) I so adore the you in you And I you Denise.... MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ... You speak for many .... |
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((((((((Wizzy))))))))))
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I see our nights take on the same reflections at times The whats and whys,,, ((( Ms A )))) I so adore the you in you And I you Denise.... MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ... You speak for many .... Yes, I do, GorgeousGirl...it's an elite group is it not? sigh...... (((ANGELFACE))) |
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