Topic: Random Thoughts In the Middle of the Night
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Wed 04/01/09 10:07 PM
Edited by MsWizard on Wed 04/01/09 10:13 PM
It’s 3:00 a.m.
I can't sleep...

I spent the evening
With a friend of mine
Watching she
and her Husband
Worn veterans of thirty years
Squabbling lovingly as
Only long time loving
Partners can do….

Feeling like a voyeur
I peered in on them
Catching them as they
Shared a quick
Tender kiss ended
With a gentle pat
On the ass as
Together
They prepared
A desert needed
By none of us …

In that one single moment
I don’t think I’ve ever …
…Felt so alone …

You know I’ve met
And loved a
Few in my life
I’ve been a bride
To one
Yet never ...
…..a wife…

I often wonder
What it would be
To experience
Such a special
Connection
To hear a warm
Voiced inflection
Seeing my reflection
Gazing back at me
Out of loving eyes
Seeing me for who
And what I am
Non-judgemental
Accepting…

What would it be like
Finding someone who
Would tolerate
My snoring or my
Quite often
Boring midnight
Inspirations as I
Tap tap tap
Away on a keyboard
Worn by ambitious
Furious fingers
Finally catching me
As I crash and
Burn falling into
Mutual oblivion

Can it really be this
Goddamned hard
To find another soul
Just looking for a
Little quiet comfort
In an often cold
Chaotic world?

Am I simply asking too much?
It’s not like I have that
Stereotypical ‘grocery list’
Of my wants and needs
Those little “extras”
I simply can’t live without
I’m not asking for the
The impossible
I’m not evening asking
To be on the
“same page”
anymore…

I just want to be in the
Same ****ing book …

Sometimes I feel
As though I’m living
A scavenger hunt
Looking long and hard
for the unobtainable
The next best thing
And losing the
Real treasure that’s
Always been right there
In front of my face…

Oh, Life moves by so fast
Leaving little to grasp
And clutch onto
A dazzling comet
A bright shooting star
Speeding by leaving nothing
Behind but the occasional
Handful of twinkling starburst
Moments sparkling like
Diamond chips in the sand
Slipping thru clenched fingers
Desperate to hold on
Leaving us sadly
Looking down only
to find them gone
as we ask ourselves
How we could
Ever...
...have let...
.....them go?

awh apr 2009

LAMom's photo
Thu 04/02/09 09:53 AM
I see our nights take on the same reflections at times
The whats and whys,,,

((( Ms A ))))

I so adore the you in you :heart:

MzEm's photo
Thu 04/02/09 10:43 AM
Whew! I can so dig what you are saying.

MirrorMirror's photo
Thu 04/02/09 10:53 AM

It’s 3:00 a.m.
I can't sleep...

I spent the evening
With a friend of mine
Watching she
and her Husband
Worn veterans of thirty years
Squabbling lovingly as
Only long time loving
Partners can do….

Feeling like a voyeur
I peered in on them
Catching them as they
Shared a quick
Tender kiss ended
With a gentle pat
On the ass as
Together
They prepared
A desert needed
By none of us …

In that one single moment
I don’t think I’ve ever …
…Felt so alone …

You know I’ve met
And loved a
Few in my life
I’ve been a bride
To one
Yet never ...
…..a wife…

I often wonder
What it would be
To experience
Such a special
Connection
To hear a warm
Voiced inflection
Seeing my reflection
Gazing back at me
Out of loving eyes
Seeing me for who
And what I am
Non-judgemental
Accepting…

What would it be like
Finding someone who
Would tolerate
My snoring or my
Quite often
Boring midnight
Inspirations as I
Tap tap tap
Away on a keyboard
Worn by ambitious
Furious fingers
Finally catching me
As I crash and
Burn falling into
Mutual oblivion

Can it really be this
Goddamned hard
To find another soul
Just looking for a
Little quiet comfort
In an often cold
Chaotic world?

Am I simply asking too much?
It’s not like I have that
Stereotypical ‘grocery list’
Of my wants and needs
Those little “extras”
I simply can’t live without
I’m not asking for the
The impossible
I’m not evening asking
To be on the
“same page”
anymore…

I just want to be in the
Same ****ing book …

Sometimes I feel
As though I’m living
A scavenger hunt
Looking long and hard
for the unobtainable
The next best thing
And losing the
Real treasure that’s
Always been right there
In front of my face…

Oh, Life moves by so fast
Leaving little to grasp
And clutch onto
A dazzling comet
A bright shooting star
Speeding by leaving nothing
Behind but the occasional
Handful of twinkling starburst
Moments sparkling like
Diamond chips in the sand
Slipping thru clenched fingers
Desperate to hold on
Leaving us sadly
Looking down only
to find them gone
as we ask ourselves
How we could
Ever...
...have let...
.....them go?

awh apr 2009









bigsmile niceflowerforyou

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Thu 04/02/09 12:40 PM

I see our nights take on the same reflections at times
The whats and whys,,,

((( Ms A ))))

I so adore the you in you :heart:


And I you Denise....:heart: :heart: :heart:



MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ...flowerforyou


ArtGurl's photo
Thu 04/02/09 01:41 PM


I see our nights take on the same reflections at times
The whats and whys,,,

((( Ms A ))))

I so adore the you in you :heart:


And I you Denise....:heart: :heart: :heart:



MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ...flowerforyou






You speak for many .... :heart:

AngelLight's photo
Thu 04/02/09 04:04 PM
((((((((Wizzy)))))))))) :heart:

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Thu 04/02/09 06:49 PM



I see our nights take on the same reflections at times
The whats and whys,,,

((( Ms A ))))

I so adore the you in you :heart:


And I you Denise....:heart: :heart: :heart:



MzEm, I hope so. That's why I throw words out there...hoping someone can and will relate to them ...flowerforyou






You speak for many .... :heart:


Yes, I do, GorgeousGirl...it's an elite group is it not? sigh......:heart:

(((ANGELFACE))):heart: