Darkest depths of my soul

Slowly being destroyed by your chemical.

I'm tired of being alone

Last love has turned my heart cold as stone.

Trust, love, and faith all thrown back in my face

I'm such a ****ing disgrace.

You dont deserve the comfort of my love

And I didnt deserved to be punched,

pushed, or shoved.

Did I even mean anything to you?

Or was I just a toy for you to subdue?

I dont know anymore the real me

When I look in the mirror I cant understand

what and who I see.

You've sent me back to the way I use to be

Cold hearted, bitter, and inside angry.

The blood from my wrists tell my story

I wanna die and be dead and buried.

My image of myself is incomplete, broken, and dead

Why is my blood all thats being shead?

I know I'm not perfect

Nothing but a burden for some lost soul to collect.

But you made me think different

But it was all a lie and every word you never meant.

But I will find someone better than you

And with that happiness there's nothing you can do.

Give me what I could never ask for

Give me back my heart untore.

So I can give it to another who deserves what I have to give

A dead soul that desperatly wants to live.