You should ask for Temazapam...You dont wake up tired and it slows your brain down so you can rest...I suffer from anxiety!

hahahahahaahahahahaha...
it is kinda funny..
or im so tired im dilusional.. ether way. lol

WAKE UP OC!!!

single mom of 4.. not a chance.. i couldnt chance not waking up if one of them needed me.

plus with me never sleeping. i know they are safe from their paternal unit.
*shrug*

ahhh I'm gettin close to goin myself!!!! Just took my pill...it takes about an hour

I ma awake lol

Wow!!! Thats an awesome responsibility!

you dont know the half of it.

thanks.

(((Single kicks OC's chair)))

mwahahahaha But I don't wanna "get to Know You"


That way I can avoid the decadent lure you seem to have over the female race.

ok im going to go put in a movie and curl up with the brave princess who has taken over my bed with her zillion animals that she needs to make her feel better tonite. lol
nite again all.

I only have "one" girl...but she's like 5 boys!!!!

Nite Izzie!!!

2 girls 2 boys..
ages 8,6,4 (almost 5), 1 (almost 2)
and there is something about the 7-8 age range for girls.. they are 8 going on 16.. its horrible!

lol........Yep, I know it well..try 12 goin on 21

yikes.. good luck with that..
im out. nite.

But you're still a mighty fine Cabana Boy

Where's Joy? I'm gonna go oil her back. And stare at her tattoo, until she rolls over, then I'm going to pass out looking at her beautiful face.

for the first time in my life I am scared.

truly scared.

I had hoped and prayed I would never meet the b*tch that chose crack and drink over me and my younger sister.

but she found me.

all I can do is protect my younger sister from her and not tell "mom" where she lives.

but she has found me.

and I don't want to be found.

I didn't want to be found.

everything was going so well in my life.

I had finally overcome my personal demons left to me because of her and her actions. I moved on with my life. I got myself into a healthy relationship, am working hard in school and trying to be a better mother to Nicole.

And here she comes, rocking my very foundations.

It was a hard enough impact on me when I finally found my dad and older siblings.

I am not ready for this.

I will never be ready for this.

This woman is the reason I was adopted and abused.

This woman is the reason why I gave up my first daughter.

This woman is the reason why I DO NOT drink or use drugs. (Plus, they are bad for you)

This woman is everything I worked so hard at not being.

How dare she come into my life NOW?

Why couldn't she have just left us at the LAPD station and leave it there for good? Why did she have to come find me?

I am the wall between her and my younger sister.

I refuse to let her near her. As hard as it is on me, this will KILL her.

I am confused and filled with hate and fear over this one woman. I don't know what to do.