I was much busier when she was around cuz I was trying to be busy away
from her much of the time...

THE SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Love i thought we had for each other till she fuc^%$ me over.and the
sex.

evad,

the love was real... all of it. Now it's changed... but, the was in no
less real.

and sex! oooohhh boy, heh.

I miss having someone to hold at night . I also miss being told I am a
worthless piece of irish scum ! I miss the lectures as to why I am a
failure . Sorry , I will have a real hard time starting again . Monk ,
hmmm , could sound good .

If I had an ex I'd still be married to her. (ha ha)

In other words, I personally believe that if I ever found anyone that I
felt right enough about to actually marry then we wouldn’t ever break
up.

Some people might think that's naïve, but the very reason that I never
married is because I never found that special person in the first place.
I sincerely believe that had we ever met we would have been inseparable.

I missed the face of love when she licks her lips and tear off my
clothes.

Nothing

O- did I say nothing?

What I ment to say was not a thing!!!!

i miss the making love...or what i thought was making
love....LOL...geeez i need to get a life people!!!!

the screaming and writhing in the throes of passion......

however....I've discovered....

the best way to get over an old lover...is to get under a new
one.......

I miss her expensive ways and shallowness.................

































.............RIGHT!!!!!

If there was something to miss I'd still be with him.......

You're such a Devil, LOL

Not a damm thing.





Izzy

LOL@izzy

I am in deep miss of it all. She was my world.

aaawwww.... ^^ makes me sad... here...

What do I miss? Hmmm...


dirty clothes all over the floor

empty beer cans everywhere, stacked up by the bed

overflowing ashtrays

worrying about paying the bills

what else, mmm...

trying to figure out why he's pissed off at me, when I should be pissed
off at him

cooking dinners that don't get eaten

getting *****ed at when I don't cook

getting blamed for everything, when something breaks or wears out, when
anything goes wrong




Nope, don't miss any of it. I do miss the man he used to be, the friend
that he was, the support he used to be when I needed him. It all changed
so gradually, it was like it happened when I wasn't looking, one day I
woke up and was living with a stranger. I hope he finds happiness, but I
couldn't give it to him, he didn't want it. The only reason he wanted me
around is cause misery loves company. I got tired of being miserable.