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Topic: Fate, Karma, whatever
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Tue 01/13/09 08:04 AM
Thanks, Buttons..... I had just had this conversation with my bff, about the financial thing. I told her I thought it was an excuse to justify the situation, and to instead just accept that things happen. For no reason. That is a hard pill to swallow.

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Tue 01/13/09 08:05 AM
As long as you think you are paying for your past actions life will make you pay.

I know all my life I thought I wasn't worth the love of somebody else due to my health problems and thats why I have been alone most of my life. It's only since I let others decide if I'm worth it or not that I have moved on. You cannot control how others see you you can only be yourself and let them decide if time with you is worth it.

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Tue 01/13/09 09:43 AM
Well...apologizing for my past actions towards her would be a whole hell of a lot easier if I actually had any clue as to where she and my daughter are.

The self analyzing I did was done a long time ago. What I posted last night was a thought that struck me while I was at work.

@ Lilith

I completely understand your point. Yes....I was being a bit fatalistic last night. It's not something, however, that I do on a constant basis. Last night was a bad night.

@ JulieMP

Say what you will. I wasn't expecting anyone to sugar coat anything.

I fully admit that I can, on occasion, still be a bit of an ass*ole. But...the circumstances behind my attitude toward, and treatment of my ex are something that you have no idea of. That would mean that you have no idea of whether or not I am still the " not so nice " guy that I was before.

Would I fall back into the same patterns that I was in while with my ex? No. Mainly because I am a whole lot more mature than I was in my 20's. My situation is much better than it was at that time as well. I also recognize what I was doing and will not do the same things again.

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