excuse me while i pour out my thoughts.

I want to feel, to feel something so superior that I am overwhelmed with delight by its individual existence. I want to feel ecstasy from a single moment in time where I have achieved what I set out to accomplish, to feel gifted and satisfied by simplicity at its most truthful and liberating form. I want to feel the purest of all that is pure, and to see all that is unseen. I plan to experience what others can only dream about because they are too cautious and comfortable with their sheltered lives which society has fooled us into believing is "normal". Whatever that ridiculous word means, what is normal to one may be completely absurd to another. Normalcy is the enemy. To be abnormal is to be beautiful. We must learn that acceptance is key. It is not something we can selfishly give or take. It is a necessity that will ultimately reward us with the access to grasp what is essential to living a peaceful and admirable life. The earth itself is faultless, but when the general public raids and overpowers everything that is truly significant, opinions, priorities, and beliefs all transform in a damaging theme. I intend to leave behind my pleasant marks where ever I go and I will be remembered for my matchless yet valid approach to this inconceivably contradicted world in which we live. Where I plan to go is nameless and what I plan to do is too profound for bare words. But I can conclude that my soul shall lead the rest of me where it was destined to be from the beginning and I shall feel for the very first time.


thank you and have a happy whatever it is you do.

and shes deactivated ???

happy new year

I wonder if she actually talks like that?

yeah I have a brain.

Seems to me you need to go to a hardcore show.

I never thought you were fake. By the tone of some of your questions, I did get the impression that you weren't exactly sure what you were doing here, though. Not that that's a bad thing.

I never said you did not. Ya missed the point...
Never mind....

That you do and I always take it as a complement when I am told I am odd or weird

I prefer the words unique and original over odd weird or abnormal.

Good luck in your journey through life.

just get a pickle.you need it for the forums

I have read alot of your threads I never thought you were a fake, but yet I am not one to point fingers and scream fake! fake! because someone is different.
I thought of you as a young adult seeking her path. I did have a problem with some of your posts to us older generation when we would give you our opinions. Yet, I in the same hand felt you were entitled to what and how you felt.
I do have to say I am not sure why you felt you had to post this thread but I also hope it gave you what you needed.
now it is New Years Eve come out and have fun or better yet get out there and have fun with people your own age group.
Peace to you.

who cares u dun gotta prove nuttin to no 1

amen, but thanks everyone : )

poot poot

Its just the intarweb, dont get all bunged up about it! Just have fun

ohh i know that : )