B-B-B-But they scare me

We could be like them

I just want to know which one of you is Micheal Jackson....gotta keep my kids away from you

thats not M.J. that guy is too dark

Now that's more like it

I could be your Love Bum

I make a lot of mistakes... so I need to post this for somebody... most likely they will never talk to me again after tonight (which I probably deserve)... but maybe they will understand this.....

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Psalm 51

v1 Have mercy upon me, O God, according to thy lovingkindness: according unto the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out my transgressions.

v2 Wash me throughly from mine iniquity, and cleanse me from my sin.

v3 For I acknowledge my transgressions: and my sin is ever before me.

v4 Against thee, thee only, have I sinned, and done this evil in thy sight: that thou mightest be justified when thou speakest, and be clear when thou judgest.

v5 Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.

v6 Behold, thou desirest truth in the inward parts: and in the hidden part thou shalt make me to know wisdom.

v7 Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow.

v8 Make me to hear joy and gladness; that the bones which thou hast broken may rejoice.

v9 Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities.

v10 Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.

v11 Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.

v12 Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation; and uphold me with thy free spirit.

v13 Then will I teach transgressors thy ways; and sinners shall be converted unto thee.

v14 Deliver me from bloodguiltiness, O God, thou God of my salvation: and my tongue shall sing aloud of thy righteousness.

v15 O Lord, open thou my lips; and my mouth shall shew forth thy praise.

v16 For thou desirest not sacrifice; else would I give it: thou delightest not in burnt offering.

v17 The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise.

v18 Do good in thy good pleasure unto Zion: build thou the walls of Jerusalem.

v19 Then shalt thou be pleased with the sacrifices of righteousness, with burnt offering and whole burnt offering: then shall they offer bullocks upon thine altar.

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Please don't delete me from your life... I am confused, and weak, and not sure what to do... except the above Pslam...

And I love you, and I don't care who hears this... I want to somehow shout it from the mountaintop....

And this..... which I am trying to learn....

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1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version)

v4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

v5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

v6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

v7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

v8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

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I have problems with the v7 stuff... protecting someone I love... and trusting someone I love... I mess up a lot.

In another way to put it....

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"Love endures long and is patient and kind; love never is envious nor boils over with jealousy; it is not boastful or vainglorious, does not display itself haughtily. It is not conceited--arrogant and inflated with pride; it is not rude (unmannerly), and does not act unbecomingly. Love (God's love in us) does not insist on its own rights or its own way, for it is not self-seeking ; it is not touchy or fretful or resentful; it takes no account of the evil done to it--pays no attention to a suffered wrong. It does not rejoice at injustice and unrighteousness , but rejoices when right and truth prevail. Love bears up under anything and everything that comes, is ever ready to believe the best about every person, its hopes are fadeless under all circumstances and it endures everything without weakening). Love never fails--never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end" (1 Corinthians 13:4-8).

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A friend gave me that tonight to give to you....

i,m ready to go drive my car in to a pole.

You know now that I think of it I don't think I could ever be mad at you.... If the things you said to other women ever bothered me I would've stopped talking to you long ago.


You're a great person. I'm lucky to have you in my life. You're one of the very few people that were there for me through my cousins death. I appreciate that more than you probably know.

Bro, we all mess up alot. I know I kid alot on these forums, but in all seriousness here all of humans mess up. But I do know that love, when you truly find it, can change you immensely. But you have to allow it to. Don't be scared, and when you meet someone who is worthy, just believe in them enough to have faith in the v7 stuff.

Look at v5 though again. To me, love is all about this. We can hold so many grudges against someone that we say we "love" because of a wrongdoing. I have always felt that love is about sacrifice (in a sense). You will compromise on things with someoen you love, and so will he/she. You have to give in order to receive.

Anyways, I am babbling now.

A friend is a treasure that everyone has

Sometimes they come, sometimes they pass
Your friends will stay if you don't betray or lie

Or leave them behind
Just put this on your mind

A friend is what you need
To succeed in this life

In this world were you can't live you can't breath
Life will be unfair but your friend will be there

To give you hope, and faith
And a path that is right to take

This will lead you to your dreams
That you never thought would come true

That is being friends forever with you.
Sometimes you forget

What your friend has done
You just stab them in the back

And leave them behind
But when it comes to them

And they don't do the same
You just turn your back

And do it again
But one sunny day

You will be alone
Then you will realize

that all you once had is gone.

Hopefully things are getting better sweets, take care of yourself.

AM I really that big a pest?

you are a phone whore!! just kidding ELEPHANT SHOES!!!!

OMG. Can I steal the term "Phone Whore" from ya? That is straight edge Pimpage!

certainly!!