Topic: IndnPrncs Hotel/Bar - part 54 | |
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((((enforcer)))
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sonofab!tch.
![]() Didn't make it cause I got stuck talking to the ex about the lawyers and the divorce and his green card. ![]() He's pissed cause the divorce affects his green card, and he might not be able to come back. ![]() Oh well. ![]() He f*cked up, right? ![]() So now I have to pray I get to court tomorrow morning. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() This month is going to be SO tight financially with that damn ticket and everything else that got thrown in with it. ![]() Damn it. ![]() My bar better pick up more business or I am leaving and going home to California. ![]() I know it will f*ck up school, but I have family I can stay with out there. ![]() I just don't know what to do. ![]() My rent is paid until February. ![]() That is the only thing keeping me here, really. ![]() Already started cleaning out my life from here. Throwing away a lot of stuff. Getting rid of furniture. LOL The damn car will be next. ![]() Minimize. I have to minimize my life and get a grip on it again. I let it run away with me trying to build one. ![]() I should take a lesson from my dad. He lives in a house but never bought a dresser. He keeps everything in suitcases, cause you just never know. I am so worried. I just want Engraven to get here before February. ![]() So I can have even just one night with him. ![]() Even if that is all I get. I just want to know one night of love and happiness and to forget everything and all else. ![]() Is that too much to ask? Ugh. Control. Have no control. Tired. I am always tired. I can't keep doing this. School, then work, then waking up early to talk to my daughter and never getting any real sleep. ![]() I am crashing. Control. I need to take it back. And my princess? ![]() OH! What the hell? ![]() All of a sudden she doesn't want to talk to mommy any more? ![]() WTF? ![]() Who twisted her mind so much that mommy no longer matters? ![]() *sigh* This is fate. I tried to be a good person and this is my reward. I am in love with a man far away. My daughter is gone. She doesn't want to come home to mommy. I am losing control of my life. I am losing sleep. Nightmares are coming back again. I can't stop singing one song, Od Yavo Shalom Aleinu. It is in my head for the past 4 days. ![]() I just don't know what to do. ![]() Oh well... Sorry for going ![]() Just needed to get some stuff off my chest. There's a lot moer, but I am trying to deal with them privately. F*ck me. I should go out and make some friends in Wichita. Screw it. They all suck here because they treat me like some diseased being. I am tired of when I say I am a surrogate mother and a Jew I hear, "Oh, I never met one of YOU people before." Thanks, white trash rednecks. Thanks for making me feel SOOO special and loved. One of MY people. And whom would that be? I always considered myself an individual. Get MY people are out there running around somewhere and I need to find them and catch up. Is Engraven one of MY people? ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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A few words.
Thats all Im going to say **** them All. |
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![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() G-d that is so cute! |
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I was going to say good afternoon... Um not so sure it is...
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good afternoon (((((princess)))))
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some one ate all my cookies !
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(((Enforcer)))
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I am sorry, Chevy.
They were just laying there, so tempting.... I can make you more though.... ((((chevy)))) |
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((enfocer))
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(((Chevy))) ok off to another meeting.. I'll catch up with you guys later...
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tc, hun
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sorry I eated your cookies, ((((chevy))))
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((((everyone)))))
hows this evening going.. ((enforcer))) TRUST me!! i KNOW what you mean!! it sux. but your daughter loves you, shes young. ![]() |
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((((izzie))))
((((everybody)))) I know. It's just so horrible having her come online crying and tell me, "I don't want to talk to you" Especially after staying up for the past 2 nights waiting eagerly for her. I felt like a dumb a$$. Oh well. She is still young. I am just glad I gave her the opportunity to be with her father again. I know she missed him horribly. If that is the last thing I can do for her, then I am happy if she is happy. |
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(((Izzie))) (((Enforcer)))
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Evening all. Hey Enforcer. Sorry for all your crap. Hi Princess and Izz.
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(((((princess)))))
I am only here to grab a quick dinner, wash my face and reapply the make up before heading out to work. I am so happy to have y'all in my life! You have cheered me up when I was down and helped me through some pretty sh!tty times! I guess what I am thankful for is for finding JSH and then Mingle2! Thank you guys! Someday I hope to be able to repay you guys for your friendship! |
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YUM!!!!!
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(((Tng))) (((Fak)))
Enforcer, that is what friends are for, no repayment required... |
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