Police at the door
lights beating help code
Tell the tale of madness
messages capture what is told
Nowhere to go, or say need you
noone but those that will bleed you
Instinct takes over
she calls her lost Mother
And, what was this that she heard?
You deserve everything that you get
To think you're important, ABSURD!
what did you do, what have you done
Now shut up you ***** and don't say a word


by me

Red tinged light blurs
squinting pain, pulsing
Heartbeat to rhythm of fear
resignation, love, adoration
Thank you, more please
talking raspy
Bloated worm lips
split, stinging, throbbing
To say love you, stop
no more, please
Drips of her onto her lap
staring down, nothing
Felt nothing, that's her
pouring out, lift head
Creaking neck, red-blue necklace
love you, stop

by me

Soar from then to here after?
When screams echo your thoughts..not laughter.

Open wider and let laughter push away the screams, like a balm igniting
new dreams

Torn between what is and what was.
Holding back with out a "because"
To look at that, with all of you
To finally put it where it belongs, true

Nothing to loose yet much to gain
Like a sunny day picnic ruined by the rain
That washes stains of taint away
To accept what's new, life begins today


Only one whom can relate
Together..is that our fate?
Two souls, two spirits wend past with past
to finally live, to breath at last


Brought together by a similar up bringing
Are we being stung..or are we the ones stinging?
Sting those that hurt, that crush with pain
Send those slideshows away, and begin again

nene

Heirs revolutional fate
Carries evolutional state
Running wax faces reform
Too look alike reborn
Stop this process, I will
No fix, no little pill
But, action toward futures new
Souls be one, be You


Nene

Ahh, she can tell of stories long ago
and seek amongst sentences for hidden jewels
yet, nothing there but the tale
the gems is it, is her
so rended by others, tainted purity
still pure, the bruises fade
like watercolors in the rain
left behind her cleansed past
and paths, to all and everywhere
Long ago is now, here
and she steps up, raised her face
today was and was
see her from then, tomorrow
a journeys tale
she is


Nene

blue skies written in tales
of cirrus wisps
they read recent news of now
shredding relations
scattered hither and
nowhere to run
end game upon those walls
white flag, let go
giving in
blue skies clear
they fly to beyond captions
hindering as labels
breaking cycles
clean blue circles


Nene

blue skies written in tales
of cirrus wisps
they read recent news of now
shredding relations
scattered hither and
nowhere to run
end game upon those walls
white flag, let go
giving in
blue skies clear
they fly to beyond captions
hindering as labels
breaking cycles
clean blue circles


Nene

She recalls a time when pain was a scratch, or bruise
these were honors among freinds
worn proudly, and initiation
This mirror tells of pain not proud, nor an honor
Tales left untold in here yes
Secrets noone dare look at
View of her body in snow covered woods
Still, yet not sleeping
Left for deaths hand
View of a stranger, face distorted with lust and power
she remembers times when touch was sweet
this was what she carried with her
As a pact with spirit
To never forget what can be

Nene

Pretty shiny girly
Your up to very early
Did I wake you, love
Feel my pr*ck from above
Such a pretty shiny girly

Pretty shiny girly
Your skin is white and pearly
Let daddy show you how
Don't cry baby, no not now
Pretty shiny girly

Nene

Flow...

Anger distorts his beauty
Rage, a new boy
Speaking in tongues never meant
Snakebites, and spit


Fear creates monsters
Rampage tears apart
All in his way
Bruising flesh, hearts

Ebb, now...

Softness, smoothing stretched skin
Hardness relaxes
Ahhh, there you are
My son, my love


Nene

Watching from afar, telling colors
Of heartbeats, embryonic laughter
Innocence waits to come forward
Darkness lifts to reveal glowing future
Excitement quieted for awhile
As the expectancy, the journey
To unknown miracles, life
Feeling the warmed still holding
Keeping safe these rapturous beings
Ahhhh...to be there. Just waiting, ignorant.
Embraced in perfection well made, All
Tended, kept. Nurtured.
All hearts beat a drumming of life
No rhythm, no plan.
Yet, the music of these hues and shades
Sing powerful, ancient songs of eternity
From forever to forever



Nene

She doesn't remember exactly
How the flip-book in her head
Became faster, ever speeding up
When each picture stopped meaning
And ran together into watercolor
Bleeding from within, to wick
Her life together in fire
Of colors Intensity

Nene

That face toward the sun
chin up, eyes closed
hues rich to faded
painted into the skin
by blood seeking outlet
soaking n the warm
beams caress, kiss her face
sparkle off eyelashes
freedom means this
and her healing begins
journey to new, unimagined paths
directions from everywhere
to anywhere, are her choices
intaking overwhelming
relief, love, life
peace...


Nene

Smaller than herself
but with depth of mind
reaching future places
her daughter sighed
eyes dreamy with though
off she goes to somewhere else
ahhh, to go with her
that tranquil face, relaxed stance
to her, the little one is perfection
not meant to be?
oh, I say not, this miracle
shining face glows forward
showing a hint of what will be


Nene

Awake
Staring at turned backs
always the away people
forgotten real faces
recalling details of parts
eyes, do thy see?
or dull and meaningless
lips stilled
do they say anything at all?
or, more lies lost to winds?
skin, paste and pulp
dimensional views
expressionless, frozen captures
she turns the page
will this be a back, too?
she doubts, she feels, she sees
too many backs
time to see face to face
what the future can be


Nene

She looks in the mirror
sees just one
herself, not split, not many
one
and follows the freckles
around the scene
as if soaking in forgotten treasure
She found this
on this day
A tear makes s single track
and the drop magnifies
this time, now
yet, the corner of her mouth
moves up, just so
And, in her eyes
A glow, light, life
her own
now
......

Nene

Cracked mortar
seeping life
escape this prison
holding walls
cells within cells
bleeding her out
sideways creeper
slide along the flats
like slippery, black shadows
touch her shoulder
and cringe back
behind the mirrors
and reflect light
like spirit beams
burning holes
through tainters
forward thrusts
move her ahead of herself
snatch back
and grab her, again again
her that stands back
against the walls
large blank eyes
knowing nothing
and everything
all at once
she moves...


Nene

Go ahead
scream
rip out your throat
ragged flesh, red and raw

feel better dear?
No?

Lemme show you somethin'
take it in sweet
all of it, don't waste
a precious drop
shiny pearls
I love you, don't you know that?

Now your hushed sweet baby...don't you cry

This is how I love you...
let me show you the way
Yessss, love me more
beautiful you
this is how much I love you

Are you you gonna tell?
I love you sweet baby...


Nene

Just a visit
to the dark place
then, step out again, again
purge the poison
that carry generations
to oblivions blackness

Then, step into the light
let it seek your blessed self
dry the tears of all years
kiss away the cold
and be free to fly forever

Rest troubled thoughts
and ease into weightless release
accept all of You, love
piece by soul
spirit shines through

Always take heart
and share the gleam
of purest feelings
touch all as one
and each thread of being

covers us all...

Nene

Those shared ideas
of heart rendered sketches
goals and goalies
patience, it stretches

Newborn steam
arise cloudy visions
winds of mother
soothe tear indecisions

Though skin and bone
muscle can weaken
yet, OH! strength
still we're not beaten

See? for all broken dreams
spill quenching rain
anew generations
growth can be again...


Nene