yes most of my days, i seen too many switches hit up or par take in too many glitches i sense a double edged knife near my throat and im twitching like if im in need of drugs or if im just flinching, like if all i see are nightmares from the pit of hell, and i ask my self why, why the **** do i hear them bells, and i mean bells from the ghetto streets, flea market soo damn hood, like if im into hood so mean, like if im into the selling drugs, i never touched an ounce of any, never got near to use a gun just got popped by many, never came close to take a life, just gotten beat down by soo many that i counted an army against me like the world is hating, then i came across this stupid situation such a damn menace, showing disgrace to my family or my nation like if im into so much of this f*ck*ng bullsh*t, terror of terror, mirrors all broken, i lost self vanity, i hate my self with no tokens.....

i then came to find myself into a broken blurr, when i gotten mixed up with actions that never felt so good, i fell on my knees and came to my conscious back into reality like if all i needed was someone fighting back, i noticed a young lady across the room, her eyes filled with such beauty like a lake of mirror glass crystal clear image, her smile, when she did i felt a warm presence from her, even if it wasn't towards me, it felt heatin, her beautiful face and i would like to spit game to her, but this sh*t aint a game no more, im on some serious sh*t, naa, no more playing, im on some otha ****, im done with heart f*ck*ng up my life so regret this **** one last time, i noticed her eyes very close to mines, dark, no just brown eyes type like two times the remorse i had in the past, so many things i had committed, i feel like giving up...

so i cool down on my actions, since acting leads to the movie complete, and most of the damn time, the bad guy dies in the end, according to my mislead consequences, im only bad enough to be in hell early, but i feel God giving me chances, so im trying, i feel he sent me an angel to guide me, and give me strength, i just never thought the angel would be this beautiful yet hard to get....