God I have been crying every morning for almost a week now , and then
several times a day ,, mornings are the worst ,,,
My fybromyalgia is really fukcing my back up ,,,

And I thought I found love , but it is turning into soooooooooo much
pain and heart ache ,,,,

God I wish life was not always so much
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I wish I had some family ,, or friends out of the cyber world


but i dont



and I am hurting so much inside and out............

don't worry purplecat, everything will be ok all your friends are here
ok sweetie.

Just passin' out a Bear hug from me to you.!!!!!
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AWWWWWWW PURPLE,IF I WERE MEDICALLY ABLE MYSELF,ID GO VISIT YOU. GIVE
YOU THIS HUG IN PERSON! CHEER U SWEETY..YOURE LOVED BY MANY NO MATTER
HOW MANY MILES...LOVE YA GURL!

I'm sorry to hear it Purple. I wish I could tell you it all gets
better,but In the words of Nazereth Love hurts. But it will get
better.

well thank you for being my friend Romee , been my experience though
,,,it never gets better ,, just finds another way to hurt you and make
you feel soooooooooooooooooooo bad

i just feel so bad ,, I REALLY TRY TO BE A GOOD PERSON ,,, BUT IT DOES
ME NO GOOD ,,

well your welcome purplecat, let me tell you this your not a good
person your a wonderful person ok purplecat.

i JUST WANT TO BE A GOOD PESON AND GIVE MY KIDS AOK LIFE

well you know i think your all that, and i think everything will work
out for you purplecat.

IM SORRY PURPLECAT..THINGS WILL GET BETTER..JUST KEEP THE FAITH!!

Hang in there Purple ... days come and go, TRUE friends don't ... and
WE ARE here for you .. :) ... I know I am ..

** NOTE TO SELF...STOP FOLLOWING TTO**(ASK HIM FOR A RIDE)

PURPLE YOU DOIN BETTER HUN??

LOTS OF LOVE FOR YA GIRLY!

thanks eh ....

it helps alot to have some friends

any body get that teleporter together yet????

then we can visit ....

hey ... I am seriously considering a vacation .. Harrison hot springs
any one ??

Caribean cruise ???

lets make a plan !!

Purple, I wish I could say the magical words to make it all better. But
in reality I can't and I am sorry. All I can say is that keep your chin
up girl. You are an amazing person. It hurts to see bad things happen to
good people. Just remember that you are loved. And I am here if you ever
need somebody to vent to.

((((((Purple))))))

COUNT ME IN PURPLE!!!!

GIVE ME TIME TO GET ON MY FEET THO...GROW SOME HAIR..LOL


LOVE YA GIRL!

((((purple)))) just wanted to let you know that i'm here for you if you
ever need to talk. i'm a great listener.. i'm just an email away.. and
remember we all luvs ya and think you are a really fantastic woman..

luvs ya gurly.. keep you chin up..

well I am seriously thinkin of goin some where to find myself ,,{I
really dont know where i went of too ) but maybe a short trip before
summer ,, and a longer one when my daughter is out for summer break and
the teens can watch the toddler .. and I will escape this tiny world for
a bit.... Hot Spring any one ?
first place to go I think ..some kinda spaaaaaaaaaaa

Well purple as for as the pain yur going through with your body I feel
for you can't say I know how you feel with that for I have never been
there. But my prayers are with ya to get better. As for your pain of the
heart I do understand been there done that and sure the hell don't like
it. But.... it amazing how we always seem to go back and try again.
Which is what we must do never give up the right one will finally come
around just have to wade through a lot of deep chit before we find that
special one. Keep your chin up girl we are here if ya need us.

AWWWWWWWWWWW

I wish I could invite you ALL over for dinner , I am an awesome cook ,,
came close to Chef dom when i was able bodied

I can still cook up a storm ,, and yes I could cook a meal for 400 or so
of you ,, but I would not get a chance to enjoy it all ...lol...

(((((((((((((((((Purple)))))))))))))))))))))))))

Purple ... you don't need to cook hon, Ritz crackers, Peanutbutter , and
beers I'm good to go ..: )