A memory in the morning
The cold and wet outside is a warning
Stay in bed, the gods say
Sleep and hope for a new day
but there is no time to relax now
The end is in view and I will get to it somehow

An act of defiance to my inner self
Excuses reliant on my mental health
where can I go there's no heat at home
And the only sun I know I can only feel over the phone

Happier days are coming soon for you and me
I'll be with you soon and you will be all i need
I don't really have plans for you just hopes for a better future
If someone asks me why I'm so sad, it's because she's not here and I'm in love with her

Disease runs through my atrophied brain
Some call it manic depression but to you I'm insaine
but I don't feel the wicked worlds cold cruel hands
when I'm with her I finally feel more like a man
but there is no time to wish I can see the end
The end of this chapter and I'm waiting for a new one to begin

Hey howz it goin?

well done