Topic: Insecurities
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Tue 09/30/08 09:12 PM
My insecurities, I try to hide them well
But I've been hurt before, in my head it's hell
But I forget them, when I am with you
When your away I wonder what you do
I know that I'm not, the best lay around
But I try my best, to get that climatic sound

It gets hot as I feel you warm and wet
I got so many dirty thoughts I can't forget
I see you as a person to experience life with
My filthy mind runs wild when your not with

I read your diary and the ideas going in your head
Everyone has done those things with someone else instead
I'm glad you want to do them with me
I'm glad you let me have your body

Now it's beyond the thrusting pumping juices flowing
It personality of you and the heart i am getting to knowing
I hope I can still excite you and keep you around for a while
I love you and will never cease to try to make you smile

I wish I could stop the bad thoughts in my head
But the more I am with that part of me is a little more dead
touching you is healing to my soul
I hope I get good enough to properly fill your hole

And I know that I'm not perfect but I try to be my best
I think you are worth it just to feel your breath
I got all of these, past insecurities
For so long they have prevented me from my fantasies

So here we stroll shopping for adult things
holding hands, finding big enough **** rings
It more evolved that just the thrusting and ejaculations
Its two dirty mind and pure heart in pure elation.