I haven't smiled for a sometime
You seem to have crossed that line
I am breaking my self imposed rules
Letting myself care about you
My mediocre gray painting
Has been given color other than pain
This feeling goes beyond
the erections, I feel a bond
I am happy to spend my time with you

I lay in the dark and it seems bright
I wish I was holding you tonight
I have got nothing better to do
Than miss you already after i just saw you
your warmth feels good on these tired joints
and I fantasize about your curves and points
You make my heart melt and start to smoke
I mess up my words around you and tell awkward jokes
I am happy to spend my time with you

I've sat alone depressed I can show you the scars
But the world isn't so big and scary when you're in my arms
The TV lights the living room as you slumber and shine
I am taken back by your beauty and that I am holding you for this time
I kiss you on your soft lips then you shift your head and grin
It's hard to control myself when I am touching your skin
I hope that I'm not dreaming and that this moment I'll never forget
The feeling is happy one I'll never regret.
I am happy to spend my time with you.

very nice happy write