I'm sorry for my venting, i normally don't get that way. Maybe if i tell you the story, youd probably feel the same way. Now i'm accused of being wordy, so i'll try to make this short and sweet,so if you can,please read on, because your replies i sure do need. I met her 3 yrs. ago, we hit it off right away,always laughing while we were talking, always interested in each others days. But i always dodged her flirting, because of each others age. I was 43, and she was 23, sorry even though i'm a man, thats just to young for me. As time passes on i noticed she had the same fears as me, whether it was rape, beaten, or abused, i just let it be. So as we exchange Christmas, and birthday presents for the kids,she kept asking to take her night fishing, which i never did...So now comes the villain, an evil drugged out drunk, and she confuses my good nature, as a street dumb little punk. When she was younger, she had her beauty to use men for her needs. I'm not saying that shes ugly, but drugs and drinks are thieves, coupled with her nature, add that twice times 3. (forgive me)So shes been trying for 2 yrs. now to sink her claws in me, she needs a new lap dog to help her live for free. So i finally lost my patience when she tried to steal a kiss, and i told her like it was, with a "pill popping btch". Yes i know that was wrong but i can't take it back,although i was being nice i didn't mention crack...The next day i go in the store to say hi to my only friend, i didn't get a warm hello or how has your day been. I looked in her eyes, instead of a gleam i saw only fear, an when i asked her what was wrong, she wouln't talk real clear. The more i tried to pry, the higher she raised her shield. I asked the other girl at the counter she said your neighbor just was here,but what she had to say i just couldn't hear. So i told the other girl what transcribed the day before, and she promised she would try to even up the score.(try to find what was said and tell the truth to her) But my friends trama was to far gone,so instead of singing happy its just my sad song. So now i mope so patiently waiting for the truth to help the blind to see, and although i said it a thousand times "why always me"...Now the lesson that i learned and to this i warn "hell has no fury as a drunken drug addict scorn"


W.A.M. 08/31/08

can we get the cliff notes version?

sorry to hear that story....
talk - talk to her....

Very nice, powerful write 1000

Sorry Dredz not going to music
thanks slowhand shes off for a couple of days when she comes back in we will talk "the truth always finds away"
thanks SAEgirl10 my feelings exactly.
thanks myanimalcracker the ones from the heart always are.
thanks LAMom if you keep giving me flowers i'm gonna run out of vases lol

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh No my sweets no vase's needed just gather them up and let them dry,,,you can make Potpourii