seems to be prohibited on this site.

When you have had all that you can take, put the rest back.

indeed........wisdom is never embraced by ones own surroundings at first, but after the heart has followed what it knows to be true, the wisdom to create all happiness follows....

you like soul me to, like, sly and the family stone,kool and the gang(jungle boogie)

you posted earlier to one of threads which was deleted and i was hoping you might have what you posted earlier...i didnt get a chance to read all of it

Expressions on this site are limited to this.....

Sara........a coincicdence? lol.......

never copy any, but earlier laptop died so did so just in case, lol....

don't see how any of this would have been cause to remove a post.....

thought there must have been an angry post after mine....hum

here it is for whatever it is worth....

if one hears that suicidal thoughts are bad, will not this make one PANIC in any such situation, and not look with calm into all that makes one feel as this, allowing one to see that ALL FEELINGS ARE FOR A GOOD RESON, AND GUIDE YOUR SOUL TO IT'S DESTINATION, AND NONE ARE ASKED FOR IN ADVANCE, WITH ANY KNOWING...........

the feeling of wanting to end things is SENT to any, to make one LOOK INTO MORE, before moving on......

a sign of a new beginning of newer MUCH greater things to comne around the bend..........

if ones destiny is to end their life, then what can create it themself, or what can stop it?

have you PICKED one day and said...."today i shall feel like suicide?

hell no, so the mind, body, and spirit, all combined as the soul, are speaking to you trying to get you to ask the HARD questions that bring more truth to oneself......

if one is depressed, did they "request" to be depressed?

hell no!

is one bad for such?

hell no!

there are actions committed by beliefs held that made one with NO IDEA create somthing, to bring to more wisdom.....

a mistake?

hell no!

no one can create what bring harm to themself if there is knowing in advance, and the "soul" gives indicator using the feelings, thoughts, of any one to get one to look into.....

seems the biggest one thing that causes such is the feeling when one is seperated from another in their life......

the entire being says that one cannot live without this love, but if the true question is asked of what is love, then the true honest answer accepted even with the greatest pain and tears sets free to fly to a new much higher and happier plane then ever felt before......

if one truely loves another, then is not that others greatest happiness the greatest wish?

if so, then does not love set FREE another to FLY, and if another is SET FREE even going beyond GREAT PAIN, then the act of doing so sets the one that gave FREEDOM to another the same back but even ten fold MORE than what was given......

freedom and sight and vision that provides more peace and happiness than ever known possible in this lifetime, after the courage of the heart to RISE and GIVE what love really gives.....

if one is given all that the is thought will make happy, and is wanted from another, and this OTHER does not WANT to give the same, will the two EVER have what the mind says is possible?

how can they?

if two hearts are not BOTH wanting to give the SAME thing, it will have to end to carry one, to what cannot be felt now as better, but HAS to carry to better, as what was good yesterday was not picked and decided either, but rather the flow of lifes emotions only brought......

any new higher level of wisdom and advancement is ALWAYS brought by first PAIN, just as a child being born into the world is by pain, so being birthed into a new place is as the same, and the time for this is when entering into the place of adult decisions, most after leaving the 18 year old palce of the security of not having to think of such things......

all this is preparing one for their destiny of all that shall be accomplished in the now adult world of sight to see what is MOST WISHED, and if granted and receieved, WILL IT MAKE HAPPY?

CAN ONE BE HAPPY IF THE ONE THEY LOVE IS NEXT TO THEM AND THEY ARE NOT HAPPY, NOT BEING ABLE TO BE FREE TO FOLLOW THE HEARTS DESIRES?

can one ride a rollar coaster is pleasure and fun while their FRIEND beside is not having fun?

set em free, and the pain that comes to bring about this decision of WISDOM turns into euphoria of freedom for oneself...........

i guess i missed that memo

thank you. and apparently i was threatening and distressing to other members...so they deleted my post...god forbid anyone have to think about anything besides sex and bad jokes on this site.

Sara.........oh who knows.....wouldn't let it give a permenant indicator of the site....

even a moderator may have been bothered by something it struck personally.....

we are all indeed human, each being effected by all past expereince, even held as captives by ones own past and beliefs and emotions......

surely the proof of what is more or greater truth is if it free one, allowing one to fly higher above emotions not understood........

no human created themself, none got to ask what they looked like, which totally controls the expereience, and none asked to be born to their parents, nor asked for the environment spit out into....

did one control their first emotions as a baby?

is the fear and love within each that all look thru, controlling the interpretation of all thoughts controlled by oneself?

can one say i will see all as love, or remove all fear from my being?

hell no!

each is only the total sum of all words heard, and who picked which they would believe?

is it not the words heard as if for a "second" time in mortal life that which we believe?

do not all emotions now stem from these, as the foundation of how all things are interpreted, creating the path of ones destiny in life?

thank you. i really appreciate your words and im kinda dumbfounded..unsure what to say in respnse. butthey are amazing food for thought.
this might sound dumb..but do you have any books..any suggested reading material?

My myspace page freaks some people out because of my quote. I am not suicidal at all. I just do a lot of soul searching myself.

thank you ruth.

at least there i know my disscussions arent going to be moderated so i dont "distress" or seem "threatening"
and i dont have to deal with schmucks..

Sara......

you are the book, being unfolded page by page each day, and your greatest desires are what leads you, and none created these themself, and will take you to the next page of your life, as written before arriving at birth, and now unfolding before the eyes..........

i do not read much these days, so not one much for advice there, but rather my passion is hearing and seeing all words as equal, none as good, and none as bad, from al peoples, and looking into for wisdom, seeing all as truth, as each mind has the ability to understand and know all it look at and hear, if the way to do so is known...........

if one "hear all" not bouncing it off what they believe, to see if it's true, but rather absorbing all "as truth", then all half-truth is easily seen, and falls to the wayside, leaving anyone as a sponge, that absorbs all data from all others, becoming as was intended, leading one and all humanity to the destination, to become as all knowing beings.....

if indeed each human is as a fallen angel, then to beomce as an enlightened angel is the purpose, and **** is sent ones way to create wisdom, not because one is making mistakes............

if each is seen as a soon to be fortune 500 company boss, then would it be all good stuff that would teach wisdom, or many things as adversity, leading to one becoming as a true problem solver.......

would not this mean problems would have to be sent, lol....

the more any "problem" is seen like this, the faster ones solves, and the less difficult the problems that are sent....

like jumping hurdles, at first difficult, but soon to become as enjoyment, as the knowng one is becoming a world class hurdle or problem solver is seen and known always........

is love just kind words, but rather all words, the good and the bad.........

can a tree live without both the good and bad, or the night and day, or both the light of sun and the dark of night......

is not the breath of any human air as life drawn in, and each expell of breath as death or poison.......

good and bad encompassed in every breath that allows life...

such is life, and this knowing will create understanding that give power to ride high above any ****ing storm......peace girl