im alone again..stuck in this dark corner of my mind..i hear the devil whispering telling me its ok to end my life..i pray to god to help me thru this..but i get no answer so to me he is useless...there is no solution to my state of confusion..but..the pills will ease my pain..yes the pills will ease my pain..i remember when times were simple and carefree..when nothing else existed but you and me..im stuck in the past i can never leave this place for as long as i hear your voice and see your face..but..the pills will ease my pain..yes the pills will ease my pain..i'v lost my love, friends all that a man can lose..so you see its getting that much easier for me to choose..hell...hell is where i will go if i choose this oneway ride..guns, blades and pills straight thoughts of suicide..i lay on the pillow..i will cry no more... as the last tear hits the pillow..the bottle hits the floor..the pills will ease my pain..yes..the pills will ease my pain..as you stand over my grave dont you shed a tear..my body may be gone but my spirit is still here..so have a few drinks on me and remember the past..when you think about me may you smile and have a few laughs..i see now that all who loved me gave and all i did was take..i realize now that this was a big mistake..the pills didnt ease my pain...no..the pills didnt ease my pain...i talk to you but you dont hear me...i lay with you but you dont feel me...this pain i feel will never be undone...now i know my hell has just begun..this endless pain and suffering i can not bare...now i must walk alone in the sands of despair..no..the pills didnt ease my pain...no..the pills didnt ease my pain

look around and you might find Alice
and escape...

LIFE is what you have for ONLY YOU.
If you END it. YOU will be the only one to MISS YOUR FUTURE.
And we all have had the thought of "WHAT IF I WAS DEAD"
but it STAYS just a thought in our head.
Someone with your HEART, will never find killing your self
something YOU would take-part!!

So please if ya WRITE things that make others worry,,then WRITE IT,,as a mind trip,,,NOT A REAL TRIP.
Many folks here will have the cops at your door,lol,,to be sure!!